The many faces of GRATEFUL, starring me.
I never thought I'd win anything, much less a JUNO Award back when I first started taking Ableton lessons in 2017. Never thought I'd have to find the words to fill an acceptance speech... guess that explains why I said "hi everyone, good night!" onstage in front of thousands before I had even said my thank you's... 😂😂🤦🏻♀️ I suppose moments like that are a reminder that we are all human, with imperfections, and the music we release into the world are but a reflection of our imperfect selves expressed during a specific time in our lives that was particularly significant.
I made Homesick to process the vicious anti-Chinese racism I witnessed during the lockdowns and turned them into an expression of pride over my culture. It was a 2 year process that begun with a lengthy
@canada.council grant application in 2021 and culminated in three separate mixdown sessions in my former studio,
@halfmoonaudio , and in my home studio. 'Bamboo' was the first song I wrote December 2021 after a very inspiring IC party at Blkspace that I will never forget, a sample of a breakbeat from that party eventually found itself onto 'Bamboo', with
@heidi_wy_chan on Xiao, a Chinese flute made from bamboo. S/O to Laura, Gary, Ryan, Scott, Sofia, & Aftab for that night & all the nights since. 🩷
Since I lost my marbles on the long walk from my table to the stage, here's everyone who contributed to the record I didn't get to thank who nevertheless deserve a shoutout:
@lissshu +
@mugwert for the beautiful artwork; Dolores Chung; Music of May for the Chinese instruments;
@eastendmastering for the stellar work on the whole LP;
@jamesthian + Peter Lapin for the MV;
@scissorkick for all the helpful advice; everyone at
@dawncreativeldn +
@basic__chanel ;
@barbicastelvi for being my #1 hypewoman;
@sandro___sp @justdanonly + all the pals who gave me feedback during the writing process. It truly takes a community & I thank all my Toronto fam for being a part of this win.
Wearing: vintage Kookai from
@sidebysidestore + boots from stylist + bag by
@abronzeage
Hair: Zen Den Hair in YVR
Styled by me +
@bby_aj
I did my own makeup!