Here are some stills from a music video I shot and directed in late 2023 for the great punk band
@false_fed_official . The video is still unreleased but the band have kindly allowed me to share for one very important reason.
The amazingly talented Becky Neal, who performed in this video, tragically lost her battle with anxiety and depression in August 2025. She was 27. Her loss has been absolutely devastating for her family and friends.
Suicide is the biggest killer of young people under the age of 35 in the UK, claiming over 1800 lives every year. Becky’s mum Jenny has set up a Just Giving page in her memory, raising money for PAPYRUS Prevention of Young Suicide. If you’d like donate to this worthwhile charity, please click on LINK IN BIO.
Papyrus is the national charity for the prevention of young suicide. Their helpline HOPELINE247 is staffed by trained professionals giving support, advice and information to anyone who is feeling suicidal or concerned that a young person they know is at risk.
If you, or anyone you know is in distress and need immediate help or feeling like ending your life, please call any of the free numbers below. Lines are open 24hrs
HOPELINE247 - 0800 068 4141
The Samaritans - 116 123
Credits:
Band
Vocals - JJ Janiak
@jj.janiak
Bass - JP Parsons
@dreadfulbass
Drums - Roy Mayorga
@roymayorgaofficial
Performers
The angel - Caitlyn Smith
@caitlyntherang
The temptress - Becky Neal
Crew
Director/DoP - Me
@ruthcamera01
LA unit DoP - Laura Dinnett
@dinnett_
Producer/Art Director - Jaimie Woodside
@j.g.w_design
1st Assistant Camera - Christian Hughes
@christian_hughes__
Make-up Artist - Chiara Mallardo
Production assistant - Louise Wroth
