Meant to post this yesterday on the day itself, but anyway, happy birthday Shakespeare and happy VANYA-versary to me!
A year ago yesterday, I had my first public understudy performance of VANYA. The theater was full of so many friends and family, all of whom had taken the time in the middle of the work week to go to a random Wednesday matinee and watch me do this kind of crazy thing. It happened two days before I turned thirty and, to quote a friend, the celebration after felt bigger than a birthday, a wedding, and a graduation combined. From my audition process to the nine day gauntlet of learning the show to my weekly rehearsals with Emilio and our SM team to watching the sublime magician-performer-puppet-master Andrew delight and enchant audiences every night at the Lucille Lortel, I watched springtime in the West Village unfurl its particular strange beauty and felt so sublimely lucky to be doing this with my life, even if only for a little while. The entire team, from producers to designers and the original creative team to the front of house staff to passers by on the street, could not have been more encouraging and supportive. I’m so grateful to every single person who made it possible for me be up there, hundreds of hours of work (my own and that of so many others) condensed into four hours across two public performances. I miss these people and these characters daily. Our lives are beautiful and dignified, tiny and gentle, sweet as touch. I believe that so much.
Ok, photos:
1. The After (📸
@heatherenglander )
2. Sonya, Michael, and Ivan on rehearsal day one.
3.
@lorteltheatre marquee
4. Characters
5. “All roles played by” 🤡
6. Bows, captured by
@rbword
7. Bouquet wrangler
@chrispetersmusic
8. Stage door
9. The Before at my dressing station
10. Notes onstage with the brilliant incandescent extraterrestrial being of light and form and consciousness that is Emilio Ramos
@lilporkbunz (captured by
@heatherenglander )
11. Watching from the booth, feat.
@rolling_on_a_river
12. Watching the last performance backstage with
@les.recici and
@heatherenglander
13. 9 Andrews + Andrew Scott
14.
@shagey_
@vanyaonstage proper credits in the comments!