I held so many fears around pregnancy and motherhood in general and what that would mean for my life and career. The past couple years I had already ‘fallen’ so far from what I deemed to be my life’s purpose. So many of my fears for the future of our world were coming true coupled with years of silently struggling with ADHD left me feeling stuck, numb and disconnected. I was forced to take a step back.
I didn’t know then that this eventually welcomed break and ‘slow life’ would prepare me for this new chapter - and for our greatest production yet :)
Pregnancy and entering motherhood despite all its challenges both mentally and physically has been the most profound experience of my life - I have never felt more present, more in tune with my body (and proud), and more beautiful.
I couldn’t imagine being here without the perfect life partner (Imad, my everything). Witnessing the strength and resilience of my own mother as a blueprint. My doula and midwives who became my real life guardian angels. Sisters, friends and chosen family who check in and continue to see me and the ways I am evolving. You make this journey feel less lonely and so beautiful.
I am so, so grateful. ٱلْحَمْدُ لِلَّٰهِ,
And last but not least - WELCOME TO THE WORLD OUR SWEET BOY DEAN. I’m so excited to be your mom.
Happy Mother’s Day to all the women who mother in all different ways. We are truly superheroes!
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Eternally grateful to the incomparable @kristinadittmar for blessing us with these photos. It could only have been you.
And MUA by our longtime friend, the best to do it @milavictoria
WITNESS JUNE CLARK. A film by Sara Elgamal. Thank you @kodak_shootfilm for the feature 🫶🏽
Director - Sara Elgamal @sarathecamel
Producer - Imad Elsheikh @imad.eth
Director of Photography - James Arthurs @arthursjames
Sound Composer & Saxophonist - Dennis Passley dennis complaints dept
Editor - Monica Thi @monica.thi
Swing & Grip - Khushi Avinash Nayak @khushinayak
Swing & Grip - Meto @meto
Swing & Grip - Kiera Brough @kb.b
Color - Jason Zukowski @jasonzukowski
Color EP - Pallavi Joshi-Firby @peej109
Color House - Fort York VFX @fortyorkyfx
Film Processing: Scott Mueller @colorlabmd
Special Thanks To:
Daniela Bosco @daniela._bosco
Art Gallery of Ontario @agotoronto
The Power Plant Contemporary Art Gallery @thepowerplantto
Keslow Camera @keslowcamera
2D House @2dhouse
Mike Jansen @greatergoodsmike
Shot on Double-X B&W 16mm film.
8AM In Charlotte directed by @zong.cum .
My first project with The Boy @champagnepapi . Thank you to @parkdalev@fanseda@zzztristan@zong.cum . Thank you to the rest of the incredible team involved to make this one possible in such a short window 🐶🐶🐶
Directed by Zong Li
Executive Producer: Vince Tran
Producer: Imad Elsheikh
Co-Producer: Ryan Fanseda
Production Manager: Nikita Adoni
Production Manager: Meika Wagner
Production Coordinator: Mike Falco
Production Coordinator: Hajer Mustafa
1st Assistant Director: Darrell Faria
2nd Assistant Director: Rosa Mussa
Director of Photography: Tristan Ng
1st Assistant Camera: James Hellyer
2nd Assistant Camera: Cecilia Lee
Steadi Operator: Kato Ferrer
VTR / DMT: Anil Mohabir
VTR Assistant: Meagan Greaves
Gaffer: Todd Hamacher
Best Electric: Mick Reynold
Electric: Mike Consiglio
Electric: Mike Dach
Board Op: Aldis Sukse
Key Grip: Brad Usher
Best Grip: Jake Bowman
Grip: Sonny Bowman
Grip: Chris Schulz
Grip: Sean Gilheany
Grip: Brad Spencer
Grip: Paul Gallagher
Stylist: Drew Ferguson
Makeup Artist: Luisa Duran
Locks n Clips: Katt Bella
Art Director: Zong Li
Sound/Boom Operator: Nathan Street
Playback: James Lazarenko
Prop Master: Flora Yin
Editor: Zong Li
VFX Lead: Patrick Acenas
VFX: Rayul
VFX: Adom Woods
Studio Feather EP: Sara Windrim
Studio Feather VFX: Julian van Mil, Diego Dutra
Colourist: Kevin Wu
Post Sound Mixer: Yobi Alan
Title Design: Marvindraws
Key PA: Natan Eyob
Key PA: Jamie Li
Key PA: Kurt Rafil
PA: Sahil Asthana
PA: Julian Shum
PA: Gavin Benjamin
PA: Mikey Ovejas
PA: Shania Perera
PA: Randy Morin
PA: Akilah Prendes
PA: Ingrid Kim
PA: Albert Quan
PA: Ava Gayle
PA: Afolabi
PA: Brayden Morin
PA: Johnathan Junman
Catering: See You Soon
Dreamcrew in association with:
Production company: Kid. x Pique
Production partner: Fang
GRAVITY ✨
This one was important for me. It’s never easy to lose a loved one, and this film was reflecting on the search of meaning as Sean came to terms with the passing of his brother.
A couple years ago I had the opportunity to produce another video for Mustafa, and it was dedicated to his dear friend that recently passed.
I’ve been inspired by their healing process, and their willingness to share their grief through their art. A reminder to be grateful for the people around you.
Thank you Sean for the opportunity. Thank you @byjorden for inspiring me and levelling up every time. Thank you to @prismprize and @mooseknucklescanada for providing the platform for artists to tell their stories. Thank you to everyone else that helped make this possible. 🖤