Laylah Amatullah Barrayn, 46, professor, documentary photographer, curator, author, lover of life, woman of faith.
@Ourkindofwomen : What feels different about the way you occupy space now, creatively and personally, compared to your younger years?
@laylahb I feel like I’ve always taken up space. I am a Leo and I’m a little neuro spicy, so it’s always been about big visions and Audacity. When I was younger, I didn’t spend much time tracking the room or reading the room or calculating other people’s opinion about me. It didn’t even occur to me, and honestly, I genuinely assumed that we were all on the same page about the possibility of anything. I was always in my head. I was in my world. I was excited about life. I was always creating and experimenting and initiating. So I didn’t apologize for much. I chased my work. I chased my dreams. I felt like I was a true artist, and I moved through the world like it was the clearing in beloved Toni Morrison’s beloved that wide open space where black people could gather and breathe and be fully themselves.
When I was younger, I believed so deeply in love in all senses of the word, and I still do. Love is romance, but also love is devotion, as friendship, as community and as a spiritual practice, and love as an ethic, love as the thing that made me generous and brave and willing to try. I still believe in love that way, and I still think it’s one of the most powerful forces that we have and love has carried me for as long as I can remember. A few months ago, I had a dream, and I’m always dreaming about the past. Is really interesting. I saw my younger self walking down the street. I was walking fast, just like a real New Yorker, and I had on this denim jacket that you that I used to wear from the gap, and it it looked like I was holding my passport photos, like I had just came from some pharmacy, getting my passport photos.. (cont in comments)
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