sweet dreams are made of THESE
grateful to work with 5 (?!?!) of the most badass, mind-blowing brains in the world — deeply original, uncompromising in their integrity, and did i mention INCREDIBLY HOT
i love showing up to make silly magic with all of you and know it’s just the beginning
@tovelo said a version of this quote to me a year ago — it changed my life, i’ve never looked back
only took two pics at NPR but wouldn’t change a thing bc @1337d looks HOT
@nedatkins@jerling_ thank you for lifting me up from a deep depression and changing my life 4 years ago i’ll never look back
what a gift it is to be friends with your three favorite DJs 🥰🥰🥰
ronnie across america pt. III — mom’s birthday edition
today my mom would have been 64! i just finished driving across the country (well, from LA to Miami, then Miami to Boston with a few stops on the way) with my dog ronnie
it’s no accident robyn dropped an album today, that it’s mariah carey’s birthday, or that 3+2+7=12 and that there’s one big thing missing from my life every day
and a lot of other little things that are all happening and life goes on but it also doesn’t
happy birthday mom, i have a great dog who you loved doing really well, and we miss you
sobbing crying so proud of you @achapphawk and thank you for trusting me and @kaitken216 to bring your film to life
Hector, Charlie, Mikaella, Dan — you really brought it, congratulations on the first ever @j.u.x.t.a.p.o.s.e film it 100000% is not gonna be the last…
four years.
and for some reason this has been the hardest one yet. the acute pain may have largely dissipated, but what’s left feels like a disability — the languages of love and trust that once felt second nature are now foreign to me
i’ve learned how to sit still, to be alone, to watch out for every 11 (and 1111) as if they are cosmic winks. did you choose to die on the third month and the eighth day because of how it all adds up? has this been the loneliest year because when you rip four apart, it’s just one and one and one and one?
i will keep searching for patterns in the stars, keep pulling tarot cards. i’ll never give up hope that one day something will feel like family again
and i will never take unconditional love for granted no matter how many times giving it feels like a fool’s errand… because how lucky am i to know what it feels like, because of you
