‘My body,
Writes into your flesh
The poem
You make of me’
— Audre Lorde
„ETUDE #16161D“, was the last creation I made to finish my 38th orbit around the sun — a study in hook suspension, live musical performance and darkness (ca.30’). Thank you for an incredible ride. I’m already excited for the next spin!!
Hex code #16161D, otherwise known as Eigengrau is the unique colour the human eye perceives in the absence of light or complete darkness. In the space of this darkness, with Audre Lorde’s words, I imagined a time when all bodies have equal rights and autonomy, when erotic expression no longer involves negotiation with systemic powers sick with bigotry and magical thinking, and when the expression of the body in joy and symbiosis with their chosen others is a birthright lived fully and freely, indiscriminately. In this time, how will we play out our existence? What will it feel like? How will it sound? Perhaps, if we are able to imagine it and design it, we will find ourselves closer to that moment than we ever thought possible?
Flesh-hook body suspension was born partly from rituals for Shiva; a non-being, divine darkness whose power — unlike light, which has a beginning and end — is always and eternal.
ETUDE #16161D was commissioned by
@wienerfestwochen (2025) and first performed in the programme of Akademie Zweite Moderne curated by Jana Beckmann on 8 June 2025 at the
@radiokulturhaus Radiokulturhaus.
Creation and Musical Composition,
@jamieman___
Flesh-hook suspension performance,
@nixiiemakes and
@jamieman___
Suspension facilitation and performance,
@philippadowney with
@stateofblissuk
Musicians of
@klangforum_wien
Harp and effects pedals,
@miriamoverlach
Double Bass and effects pedals,
@carmencontrabas
Percussion, Lukas Schiske
Electronics and Sound design, Christina Bauer
Suspension point design, Roman Streuselberger
Special thanks to
@tamsmith444 ,
@lucylikestofly , Leonora Schreib, Petra Torky, technicians of ORF Radiokulturhaus, the composers and participants of the Akademie Zweite Moderne and
@milorau4
excerpt from film
@shapesanddistortions
#hooksuspension #hookfamily #hooklove #audrelorde #recreation