This year has challenged every part of me in every way imaginable. But as I enter my thirty, flirty, thriving years, I also am reminding myself to step back and put on my gratitude glasses.
When I moved to New York, I had to work 4 jobs while going to school so that I could afford school and living on my own. I had a full course load and spent my evenings working at Aerie in Times Square from 7pm to 4am after working my Counseling Center job, my Nespresso job, my internships, and having class every hour in between. I couldnāt afford fellowships or observerships as I supported myself and my family financially, and job rejections kept coming. Right before SIX called, I had accepted that maybe Broadway and commercial theater just didnāt want me and I would have to find another avenue. And now, I have not only looked after two Broadway Tours, and launched SIX Canada, but I also just put in my first Broadway Company. And even more beyond SIX: worked on amazing projects with
@la.espi and
@noellevinas , cheered for my first graduating class at
@circleinthesquaretheatreschool , directed the show that held my whole heart at
@brooklynvmpa , finally directed Into the Woods, and saw more of the world in one year than I have my whole life.
18 year old me dreamed and put in literal blood, sweat, and tears in the hope that she would make it. It hasnāt been easy and the reckoning on my body and the balance of life outside of work has challenged every friendship and relationship I have, but now I write this from my parentās couch and I am overwhelmed with gratitude. For the parents that dreamed of a better life for their kids and gave me the best childhood/family a girl could ask for, for the love of my life who holds me when I cry of exhaustion and loves me beyond what I thought I deserved/was possible, for the friends and loved ones who understand/love who I am and my bonkers lifestyle, and for the girl who didnāt get her license because she knew she would go to New York and so she dreamed and worked and put herself through hell because she knew she could get here. And we got here.