Had the absolute pleasure of directing a music video for my project @larkkmusic š This whole journey has been so incredible empowering and magical. Building back my confidence and helping me to surrender to the leading power of God and the art that he makes with me and through me. Itās a healing thing!
Cheers to everyone involved. You all are beyond talented and Iām honoured to know you.
@derrickbrownpoetry for writing this magic with me.
@alexchan_dop for adding your skills and DOP process. Teaching me so much!
@sarah.c.sheehan & @davismichaelthomas for knocking this kiss out of the park. I made you do it like 29 times. Haha. So pro! #remembermewhenyouarefamous
@colourbyshawn for making it look beautiful with that blue tone loveliness.
@hectiqartistsceo for helping me wrangle the actors. You guys are the best!
And to everyone whoās watching and following along. Thanks for being a part of this journey. Go follow @larkkmusic and check out the link tree for the full version.
Such a fun birthday day/week. Love to everyone for the beautiful birthday messages. Iām such a blessed gal. I donāt take it all for granted. Life is sweet.
ITS OUT!!! Follow along @larkkmusic for ALL the goodies and info. Canāt wait for you to hear this my friends. And thank you for all the support and love through the years. I couldnāt do this without you. Especially @drewmct ā„ļø Youāre my rock. Iāll love you forever. Okā Iām crying now.
Love you.
Iāve been on a wild journey of creating. @larkkmusic is my newest adventure.
Iāve shared bits and pieces along the way, but now itās in full swing ā and it feels surreal to even be typing this. My heart is so full.
This project holds another side of me⦠a deeper, healing part of my heart. Iād love for you to step into that journey with me.
The album comes out TOMORROW ā and there are local shows, Alberta dates, and a Toronto show already on the books. It truly feels like just the beginning.
Follow along if you havenāt yet. Thereās so much more to come. āØ
Larkk ā my new musical quest. @larkkmusic šŖ½šŖ½
A body of work rooted in haunting, aching beauty. I walked through grief while making this project, allowing the music to become a kind of healer. Iām so proud of this music. Itās absolutely gorgeous.
The next song arrives January 9. It explores the fear of confined spaces ā the clusterphobia I carried as a child.
Why does my own home sometimes feel stifling?
The song is titled cuckoo.
I worked on this project with some insanely talented humans. Songs were written by me alongside my poet-sage @derrickbrownpoetry , and produced by the wizardry of @thomas_knox_darcy āØš
If you havenāt had a chance to listen yet, go take a look, have a listen, and share the love. I truly believe we heal together ā and that certain art finds us in certain seasons of our lives.
Join the Larkk crewšļø
Puddle Jumping
A small story for youāread this if you need a little encouragement today.
Back in the deepest part of my acheāmy suffering over not being able to have a childāmy heart felt heavier than it ever had. I went out to Rivendell Retreat Centre (which I highly recommend).
I was devastated. The kind of sad where youāre not just cryingāyouāre weeping. I sat on the floor, rolled around, and honestly just wanted to crawl out of my own skin. Thatās the truth of it.
I cried out to God. I wondered where He was.
The next morning I woke up and decided to go for a hike. Nature has always been a sacred space for me.
Halfway to my destination, on the trail toward the viewpoint, I came across a massive puddle. There was no way around it. I tried every possible path, every angleābut no. My feet were getting wet whether I liked it or not.
And then I heard God whisper to my heart: āWhen you canāt go around it, you have to go through it.ā
I thought, Okay. Iām not turning back. If I want the view, Iām going through.
So I did. And yesāit sucked. But it was also surprisingly liberating. And I got to see the view.
Fast forward a few months. Another puddle. Same situation: forward meant through. So I stepped in againāthis time with a little smirk. I had been here before.
Then came another one. But this time I was with my niece on a run in Campbell Valley. Sure enoughāanother puddle. (I promise, I wasnāt searching for them.)
We ran straight through it, screaming and laughing. It became a story.
Suddenly, puddles werenāt obstacles anymore. They were something to embraceāsomething to play in. A shift I hadnāt planned, but one that happened anyway.
And today, my son and I went for a walk. I knew a puddle moment was comingāthe area has had a torrential downpour, and honestly, itās been scary and sad with all the flooding and loss around us.
But we had no choice except to find joy in the messiness of the path.
So we did. And I couldnāt shake the metaphor:When you canāt go aroundāgo through. And go through singing, jumping, hoping, believing⦠relearning that you can make it through the mess.
So much love to you fellow puddle jumpers. š¤
Dreamy chamber pop alert! My new single Devastationās Bliss drops next Friday November 21 ā a swirling symphony of heartbreak and euphoria. If you love supporting independent artists, pre-save now and be the first to dive in! Link in bio. #indie #newmusic
I love mountaintop moments with new friends. Elk Mountain was real shiny today.
Alsoā I feel it in my bones that Lord of the Rings season is upon us. šļøāØ Iām randomly singing the soundtrack these days, so felt it necessary to add to this lil carrousel.
Happy Birthday to my little man, Elliott.
You are Godās greatest gift to me ā a burst of light in my life. Iām so thankful to be your momma. š
š Life is precious and full of moments to be thankful for.
I always hesitate to post about Elliott ā not because I donāt want to celebrate him, but because I never want it to come across like Iām bragging about how great my life is. The truth is, Iām just so proud of who he is, and grateful that I get to walk beside him, showing him the world as we go.
When I think about him, I cry ā because he truly is a miracle. Our journey to him wasnāt easy, and there were so many moments I asked why. Why did we have to wait so long to meet him? But somehow, the wait was worth it. TBH, It still doesnāt make much sense, but with him here in our lives, itās like it was just the path to get him. And thatās ok. Itās actually more than ok, itās full of rich moments. Even if it was extremely hard.
To every family walking through loss or longing ā I see you. We know how that feels. Iām so sorry youāre going through it. Infertility was the hardest thing Iāve ever faced, and the grief is indescribable. Unless youāve lived it, you canāt quite understand ā and thatās okay. Weāre all doing our best to keep going. Just know that somehow, it will be okay. And one day, it really will be worth it. š«
Happy birthday to a little boy who carries in him a love and joy like Iāve never seen in my life, and is tough to even describe. Mommy loves you. š