I’ve been feeling some type of way for a while. Ever since I finished shooting Season 1 of
@athisrighthand , I kinda lost motivation for social media. I’ve been working(hosting events) behind the scenes but only a fraction of it has made it to social media because again- no motivation. Because season 1 took so much from me, when I was done, I felt like I had nothing left to give and I don’t know why. I remember someone asking me if we were going to host the PJ Party last year and my answer was ‘I have nothing left to give’
But if I’m being honest with myself, it’s beyond
@athisrighthand , it’s a lingering burnout that has been there since the end of last year and followed me right into the new year. I didn’t have the feeling and excitement that comes with a new year. No doubt, I was immensely grateful, but Christmas and New Year felt like another day on the calendar with no excitement for me. Maybe because I worked on both days and haven’t taken time to properly rest.
So yes, all of that affected my creativity with regards what to post here. Coupled with the fact that I’ve struggled a lot with my health this year. Infact, may I never have the kind of week I had last week in Jesus name😂
That being said, as we step into a new month today, I step out of that rot as well. I break free from that idea that I’ve run out of creative juice. How??? When my father is the river that never runs dry- Oshimiri ataata
By God’s grace, I’ll start to enjoy sharing more frequently here about the things that I like without being stuck in my head and I’ll like to ask that you come with me on that journey and engage me
Season 2 of
@athisrighthand will soon be on the way- please pray for me, pray for my team and keep rewatching old episodes as well as sharing them too. Also promise that you’ll support me with Season 2, the way that you did with Season 1, even more🥹. It meant a lot to me then, it’ll mean a lot to me now
Whew! I wasn’t quite sure where this caption was going😩. This is typically stuff for my newsletter community whom I haven’t written to in a while because again… burnout! 😪
But I’m coming, stay with me🥺
Okay I’m done. Happy New Month
I love you❤️
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