this balloon is right outside of my window and i look at it every single day and i watch it through the seasons and it has been there almost as long as i’ve lived in this apartment. it shows little to no signs of fading and it has somehow become an ethereal anchor for me. 🎈
this short audio clip is from my performance at @stereomandrax (thanks again @roboto_d_mayson and @joefrivaldi for booking me) and this set was just a day after i wrote this song.
now that i’ve played the song more i think maybe its not about what i’m verbally saying but… it’s maybe really about this balloon because no matter what time of year or weather or political upheavals or how late i get out of bed…. it is just right there continuing its airy / but tethered / dance.
i’ll likely perform this song again on monday may 4 at @sleepwalk.nyc — hope to see you there!
link is 🆙 there! ⬆️
on the last day of 2025, i want to remember the person i was when i wrote this kinda sad song ~6 months ago. at that point i hadn’t recorded any music yet, hadn’t played a show in 5+ years, hadn’t designed merchandise/album covers/show fliers, and i hadn’t even started talking about making music yet except to some of my closest friends. thanks to all of people who supported me this year and who helped me make things i’m starting to be truly proud of 💌
this clip is from my show last month at @orebar opening for @mediocrecafe and it was lovingly recorded by @plumanderson 🎥 the song’s working title is “you can take it out on yourself”— i’ll release a demo version soon so you can hear the other verses 🎶
more music coming in the new year— love you all and let’s KEEP MAKING THINGS !!
scrub back and forth at ~5 seconds to see exactly HOW shiny i was at @orebar last week to open for @mediocrecafe ✨
mostly i just want to reiterate HOW grateful i am for everyone who came to support mine and @zackplastic ’s first show in NYC !!!!! it was a supremely magical night and i felt so loved and hot and TALENTED…… a girl could get used to feeling like that 😜
i’ll be posting more clips starting tomorrow of my set for those of you who couldn’t make it — special thanks to @plumanderson for filming on his family’s old VHS camcorder 🎥
and a super special thanks to @wahssalguod for loaning me his guitar for this performance 🎶
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#indiemusic #avantfolk #altfolk #nycmusic #liveperformance #acousticguitar #fyp #altmusic
𝙨𝙢𝙩𝙝𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙣 𝙪𝙧 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙 (𝙙𝙚𝙢𝙤) - @zackplastic 🪞
i’m not sure why exactly it makes sense now to release this demo i recorded nearly three years ago, but this vignette from the short film 3𝙧𝙙 𝘼𝙑𝙀. 𝙀𝙇 (1955) lined up so perfectly with the track and revealed a hidden story i hadn’t found yet in the karen dalton’s “something on your mind”…. so i felt like it was kismet and i had to !!
whats on my mind? the show i have at @orebar on saturday with @mediocrecafe ! i hope you can make it— i’ll be playing other music that you can imagine your own, personal vignettes for 🌀 piano, vocals: me
visuals: 3𝙧𝙙 𝘼𝙑𝙀. 𝙀𝙇 is a short film by Carson Davidson shot prior to the closure of the Third Avenue elevated railway line in 1955.
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#indie #demo #coversong #karendalton #nyc #vintagenyc #folk #blues #avantfolk
it’s my birthday and i have an announcement! 💌
i’ll be releasing my ~debut EP~ this fall!! there are still one million details to iron out (fill you in on those later) BUT for my birthday this year simply pledge your undying allegiance to me and that once it is out you will help me spread the word 😜 🎶
“ 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚠𝚊𝚢 “ is a collection of my memories of guilt, sex, blame, acceptance, forgiveness, boredom, hooking up in bathroom stalls, and (like everyone else) LUV !! 💘
and! i will be exhuming my esoteric-erotic-stratospheric-trailer park alter-ego @zackplastic to be its messenger🖤
i’ll be posting more updates in the coming months and might even be putting together an itsy-bitsy-teeny-weeny-TOUR… so as they say in show biz “stay tuned” !!
📸: @a.soft.gay
