i only ever dreamed of nights like this when i was a teenager, clinging to the very few songs that mentioned palestine as if the songs themselves were my friends. it meant so much that those few artists back then acknowledged our existence because there were forces telling us to our face that we actually did not exist, so i never thought that i would see 6,000+ people fill a theater to watch two dozen of the biggest artists sing not just for palestine but for sudan as well.
it started out like i wish all days could: with music & a cafe con miel made by
@thanksjoey and a conversation about belief. how itâs only through belief, through people believing in us, that we can get to that next level.
i arrived with a big hug for
@onvacation because i simply wouldnât have been there without him, but after john left i was all alone and wondering who i was going to hang out with when
@maggierogers appeared truly out of thin air. we struck up conversation and in the middle of it
@mustafathepoet came and told maggie sheâd be welcome to sit on the couches that bordered the stage if sheâd like. i asked her if it would be alright if i sat with her and in the warmest tone you can imagine she said, âsure! come on!â
so i followed her as she walked onto the stage and we plopped down next to
@safiamafia , right in the middle under the spotlight. and then
@ravynlenae came and joined us. and then
@clairo came and sat just a few seats over. and then
@aalisub found us too. and between songs we found out how very much we had in common.
iâve been thinking a lot lately about how i miss the feeling of deep belonging and how i want to feel it again. i donât want you to get the impression that all of these people are my close personal friends, but it does take acts of inclusion like what maggie did to make a person feel like they belong. i try to do this as much as i can in settings where i have some social capital, but in this case i was the new kid, so-to-speak. so thanks to maggie and to john and to ravyn for making me feel like i belong, if only for a night. and more importantly for supporting the cause.
maybe spreading that feeling of belonging is part of how weâll all get free.