To celebrate the 1yr anniversary of my spinal fusion surgery, I decided to see if I could ārunā 1 mile very slowlyāsomething my surgeon said was an unlikely possibility. Running, he urged, is one thing best considered permanently retired.
Perhaps heās right. But I believe in possibilityābullheaded, I need to find out for myself. To set up for success (and avoid recklessness), I prepared for this moment by rigorously devoting the last 130 days to relearning proper posture, and by rebuilding my strength, mobility, stability, and flexibilityāall while being careful to not cause undue compression on my lower spine.
By dint of inhabiting the patient and plodding tortoise as my precious spirit animal, by the time my 1-year surgery birthday rolled around, I believed myself prepared to test whether a return to running might be even remotely possible.
To ārunā this science experiment, I recruited my little brother from Down Under to our shared DUMBO laboratory, because
@dan_churchill is positively one of the most positive and encouraging people Iām privileged to know.
The goal was simple. Run a single mile. As slowly as possible.
Success. Not because I completed the mile (I knew I could), but because I woke up the next am w/o pain, which is a joy & a relief.
Nonetheless, the significance is symbolic. It doesnāt mean my relationship with running will be what it once was. It wonāt. No problem. I donāt need nor even want that. What I do want is new relationship with running, a different affair with my favorite aerobic activity. One that isnāt about being hard, but instead about joy. About service. About connection & community.
Today Iām hopeful, a tortoise telling myself that itās not about fast, itās about moving forward slowly without the hare giving me care.
I say this because my surgery taught me the value of slowing down. How the answers I seek are only available when I amāwhich means doubling down on being present.
Transformation is the prize for moving forward undeterredāknowing all the while that life isnāt a race. Itās an experience to be shared not a competition to win.
Thx for the memories Dan &
@colebradley25 for the brilliant šøā¼ļø
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