I took this desert selfie on March 1st 2026 while driving back from
@slowimpactaz 4. This marks exactly a year that learned that 18F, the federal agency I worked for since 2020, had been illegally dissolved by DOGE. 18FĀ was a digital services agency within theĀ Technology Transformation ServicesĀ department of theĀ General Services AdministrationĀ (GSA) of theĀ United States government.Ā The last year has been challenging and I was unsure about how Iād process very big anniversary. At every Slow Impact, I feel like so many people experience a āboostā from all the fun and community. Some people got their creative mojo back, some got sober after one too many late nights at Casey Mooreās, some sponsored skaters leveled up in sponsors. I vocally hoped that my Slow Impact boost would result in answers about my career, justice for my colleagues and I, etc. At midnight local time I was standing around with friends, reflecting on the day, when a wave of relief washed over me. I was with friends from all over the world at a skateboard event that Iāve attended every year since its inception. At 43, going on 44, Iām still skateboarding and playing guitar. Despite being firmly in middle age, Iāve not let go of the two things that defined 16 year-old me. More importantly Iāve found a community of BRILLIANT, funny, and talented people who accept me and challenge me. Itās inspirational spend days building and politicking with pro skaters, skate industry employees, professors, students, zine makers, activists, Olympians, and even fellow government employees. Itās so humbling to meet listeners of the
@mostlyskateboarding podcast. As the recently departed Jesse Jackson said āI am somebody.ā With crisis and uncertainty defining every passing day, I have no idea what tomorrow will bring. But I am somebody. My job title may have changed, but I am somebody. My sense of purpose may be challenged, but I am somebody.