Iāve been feeling some type of way for a while. Ever since I finished shooting Season 1 of
@athisrighthand , I kinda lost motivation for social media. Iāve been working(hosting events) behind the scenes but only a fraction of it has made it to social media because again- no motivation. Because season 1 took so much from me, when I was done, I felt like I had nothing left to give and I donāt know why. I remember someone asking me if we were going to host the PJ Party last year and my answer was āI have nothing left to giveā
But if Iām being honest with myself, itās beyond
@athisrighthand , itās a lingering burnout that has been there since the end of last year and followed me right into the new year. I didnāt have the feeling and excitement that comes with a new year. No doubt, I was immensely grateful, but Christmas and New Year felt like another day on the calendar with no excitement for me. Maybe because I worked on both days and havenāt taken time to properly rest.
So yes, all of that affected my creativity with regards what to post here. Coupled with the fact that Iāve struggled a lot with my health this year. Infact, may I never have the kind of week I had last week in Jesus nameš
That being said, as we step into a new month today, I step out of that rot as well. I break free from that idea that Iāve run out of creative juice. How??? When my father is the river that never runs dry- Oshimiri ataata
By Godās grace, Iāll start to enjoy sharing more frequently here about the things that I like without being stuck in my head and Iāll like to ask that you come with me on that journey and engage me
Season 2 of
@athisrighthand will soon be on the way- please pray for me, pray for my team and keep rewatching old episodes as well as sharing them too. Also promise that youāll support me with Season 2, the way that you did with Season 1, even moreš„¹. It meant a lot to me then, itāll mean a lot to me now
Whew! I wasnāt quite sure where this caption was goingš©. This is typically stuff for my newsletter community whom I havenāt written to in a while because againā¦ burnout! šŖ
But Iām coming, stay with meš„ŗ
Okay Iām done. Happy New Month
I love youā¤ļø
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