Your entire identity is a collection of memories told by a very specific narrative that isn’t accurate to reality. I realized that a lot of what I felt, what seemed emotionally taxing or hard, was simply my ego making things unnecessarily hard to deal with. In reality everything simply exists, and we decide to give things importance by conceptualizing them a certain way, but just as we conceptualize things, we can de-conceptualize them, and figure out that nothing is good or bad, and everything just is.
“Things that I used to feel, none of it was true”
None of it was true
None of it was true
None of it was true
None of it was true
Demons said
Nothing has to be complex
Angels said, just stay there
Look elsewhere
Nothing will fall into place
Answers are, in yourself
In yourself I
In yourself I
In yourself I lost myself, I
Things that I used to say
None of it was true
Things that I used to feel
None of it was true
You said
I’ve never felt this way
I’m enamored with you
I will give you my word
I swear I won’t hurt you
But when you leave at night
We will turn into one
Baby boy I’ll protect you
I love you I
In yourself I
In yourself I
In yourself
I’ve forgotten how
Things that I used to say
None of it was true
Things that I used to feel
None of it was true
Things that I used to say
None of it was true
Things that I used to feel
None of it was true
Your heart
Quickly fading
Amongst the darkness
Of mine, we’re just blending
Amongst the darkness
None of it was true
None of it was true
None of it was true
None of it was true
None of it was true
“Ninth Gate” out now! Link in my bio
Directed by: @seagonii
Styling and clothing by @brianrowan_
Ok not to brag but I don’t think anyone has ever done a Techno - Pop Punk track with a guitar solo and a Gabber break! Correct me if I’m wrong
Anyways this is my favorite part of the song because it’s sooo dramatic and it kinda reminds me of T.a.t.u and The Killers lol. I hope you’re enjoying this track as much as I do! Behind the noise, there is a positive message of being able to transcend old patters that no longer serve you ;)
Directed by Nic Seago
“Nada” OUT NOW
I’m so freaking proud of this string arrangement and production! Mixed by @rob_kleiner and produced by me! #newmusic #indiepop #musicanueva
It’s giving EMERGENCY 🚨 My debut album EVRO1 comes out Nov 7th! This is a clip from Mean Baronet video, Alongside guest star @staramerasu
Direction of photography by @nicthejara