Here we are. My third book. This one’s special (as they all are), because it’s non-fiction; its contents too hot to be turned into fiction. It’s a story of heartbreak and the Middle East. Of things colliding in the Judean Desert. And of sinkholes, in the sand and inside the chest of somebody I loved.
Thank you
@martijncouwenhoven of
@uitgeverijoevers for inviting me to contribute to the Color Series. I immediately knew what “my” color would be.
Thank you
@mariskakvo and
@dieuwertjem for reading the text alongside me, and suggesting invaluable edits.
Thank you
@denizkuypers for translating a sample of this book into English; let’s hope it makes it overseas, all of it.
Thank you
@letterenfonds for supporting my writing with a grant, giving me the gift of time.
On October 18, we’ll launch the book at Bookstore Over het Water in Amsterdam (Noord), 4:30 until 6pm. Feel welcome; I’d love to see you there.
PS: there’s even a bit of ocher in the Amsterdam fall foliage ✨
In stores October 14
No. 9 in the Color Series - Ocher
“In a mosaic of 240 fragments, inspired by Maggie Nelson’s cult classic Bluets, Ilse Josepha Lazaroms explores the depths and multiplicity of the color ocher, weaving together themes of friendship, heartbreak, transformation, pain, trauma, and home. She writes about the sudden breakup of a love affair and of her experiences as a scholar in Israel and Palestine. She explores the relationship between identity and community, the shifting boundaries between self and other, evoking a place in the Judean Desert, in the occupied West Bank, where the sea level is at zero and the only way forward is down, toward the deepest point on earth, the Dead Sea.
Ocher is a personal essay on the oldest pigment on earth. The color of the first inscriptions on rock walls, of sandstone and ruins and the desert, and of the scorching sun and the violence of the Middle East. A layered, poetic meditation on memory, desire, and the fragile balance between beauty and loss.”