Where do you see yourself in ten years? Twenty? Thirty?
How do you see yourself. How are you?
Iām well. Iām grateful. Grateful for the experiences, the people Iāve met, worked with, laughed with, and some Iāll never see again. Life is funny that way. We work so hard to build things: a home, a community, a sense of purpose. And yet, itās all impermanent. Finite. Something that can disappear, break, or slip away in seconds, right in front of you.
That thought used to paralyze me. It made me want to not try at all. Whatās the point? my brain would ask.
But time keeps moving. Everything keeps moving.
When I look up, this is what I see. Even when I feel stuck, Iām still moving forward. I have to remember to stay awake, stay present. To trust that Iām in control. Iām in control.
Thank you to the souls who have guided me over the past few years, professionally and personally. Positive, negative, neutral, and everything in between. Every interaction pushed me forward in some way. And depression hates a busy bitch.
Navigating mental health has been a journey.
Hereās to everything thatās coming. I canāt wait. Iām ready.
#2025 #creative #fotografo #mentalhealth #happynewyear
Halston
Hi baby boy.
I miss you. Today is your birthday, and Iāve been thinking about you all day ā about how strange it still feels not to have you here. Itās been two years since we said goodbye, and I wonāt lie to you⦠it hasnāt gotten easier. I thought it might, but grief doesnāt work like that. Some days it comes crashing in like a wave. Other days itās a quiet ache, like someone rearranged the furniture in my soul and Iām still reaching for something that isnāt there.
When you passed, I didnāt know how to talk about it. I didnāt know how to grieve you. There were moments I felt embarrassed by how broken I was ā as if there was a time limit on love, or on how long youāre allowed to mourn a dog. But you werenāt just a dog. You were my little shadow. My late-night companion. My calm in the storm.
I remember those long nights, working late into the early morning. Iād be locked in a screen, tired and tense, and Iād glance to the side ā and there youād be. Curled up in that same spot. Watching me. Breathing softly. It was your way of saying, āIām here. Youāre not alone.ā And somehow, just seeing you like that made the night feel lighter.
You had this quiet wisdom about you. A presence that made things feel okay, even when they werenāt. Thatās what I miss the most ā the stillness you brought into my life. The softness.
The day you left was sunny. That detail still hurts. The sun was out, the world was moving forward like nothing had changed ā and yet you were wagging your tail at me for the last time. Just like that, life split into before and after.
In Mexican mythology, they say dogs guide us in the afterlife. That if youāre lucky enough to have a true companion in this life, theyāll be there waiting for you when itās your turn to cross over. I think about that a lot. I picture you there, tail wagging, eyes bright, still my little protector ā waiting.
I hope itās true. I hope I see you again, baby boy. Until then, I carry you with me.
"Cheers to Friday! š
This weekend, Iām not coordinating any celebrationsāIām actually enjoying a weekend off! š
Is Flashback Friday a real thing {asking for a friend}
Remembering this epic reception where the DJ kept the dance floor packed all night. šš½šŗš½ Wedding planners, we deserve a break too!
š¾ #WeekendOff #WeddingPlannerLife #WorkHardPlayHard"
The last day of January is finally here! Somehow, it feels like Christmas was six months ago. This month has been long, but itās given me time to reflect on some of my favorite projects, travels, life moments, and the incredible friends who make it all worthwhile.
With everything happening in the world right now, itās been hard to find joy and motivationābut for now, Iām focusing on what I can control: taking care of my mental and physical health. One step at a time.
#2024 #onset #bts #behindthescenes #creative #creativeproduction #production #commercial #photographer #fotografo
My heart is so full with gratitude for all the family and friends who came together to celebrate DĆa de los Muertos with me. It was incredibly special to honor this tradition and bring a piece of my beautiful country to Atlanta. Thank you to everyone who helped out and showed up to supportāyour love and presence made it unforgettable. And a special thanks to @consulmex_atlanta for organizing such a beautiful event. Iām beyond blessed to have each of you in my life! #oaklandcemeteryatl #oaklandcemetery #diadelosmuertos #altar #atlanta #oaxaca #catrina #trajinera #vivalavida #mexico #atl
Although this isnāt my first billboard, it came at a time when I was trying to steady myself, both mentally and emotionally. I had to push myself to go see it, even though I knew where it wasāfriends and colleagues were already sending me texts. But in my mind, I felt like a fraud, like I was in over my head, undeserving of it all.
I was so focused on āmaking itā that I missed the amazing projects, the opportunities Iāve already embraced, the jobs Iāve held, and the community Iāve built along the way.
I remember listening to this song back in 2008, dreaming of seeing my photos on billboards and in magazines. Now that dream is real, and this is just the beginningāthe start of a journey where those negative thoughts no longer have control over me. They may still linger, but I can tell you this: I am stronger now. I feel it. Iām beginning to know myself, to feel like myself, and to truly understand who I am.
Client: @brownjewelers
Agency: @acadiaio
Director: @joey_guy12
Producer: @cmv.create
Production Coordinator: @dariaewillis
Photographer: @fredericcisneros
Digitech: @deanturpin
DP: @seanvaldivieso
Wardrobe Stylist: @balleyharrs
HMUA: @kevinthomasfreiberg
Talent Agency: @newyorkmodels
Talent:@fatimacuellar7
#mexicanphotographer #atlantaphotographer #creative #commercialphotography #billboard #GrowthJourney #BillboardDreams #buckheadvillage #buckhead
It took me a while to post this, but this is one of my favorite shoots from earlier this year. Life has been moving at light speed, and in the rush, I havenāt had a moment to pause and reflect on all the incredible work Iāve done so far. Grateful for the incredibly talented creatives Iāve had the pleasure of collaborating with this year. Hereās to slowing down and celebrating the journey. āØšø
Client: @brownjewelers
Agency: @acadiaio
Director: @joey_guy12
Producer: @cmv.create
Production Coordinator: @dariaewillis
Photographer: @fredericcisneros
Digitech: @deanturpin
DP: @seanvaldivieso
1st AC: @almendrabelenfuentes
Gaffer: @dennisalbert_
Key Grip: @jeanlucregard
Wardrobe Stylist: @baileyharrs
HMUA: @kevinthomasfreiberg
Talent Agency: @newyorkmodels
Talent:@shelbscoleman@fatimacuellar7
#commercial #photography #atlantaphotographer #jewelry #jewelryphotography #commercialphotographer #ReflectAndCreate #GratefulHeart #CreativeJourney #editorialartist #summer
First time in Chicago! Traveled with my incredible creative team to the Windy City to capture stunning lodging and hospitality visuals. ššø #Chicago #creativeteam #HospitalityPhotography #creativeproduction