Pings, pangs, prangs, blocks, emulsion confusions, air bubbles bubbling, b b blocking, thwarting, cleaning, gleaning, cooking wine scheming, universal credit dreaming, mid-life crisis or mid-career intervention?
Shaving your head and closing the studio to write, or growing your hair long and buying an airbrush, are both possible midlife alarm bells, but at some point, I really fell out of love with the art world and decided maybe writing books would be a better mode of survival. But
@acegrams came through with a DYCP grant, which blocked all the escape routes, which is the point of the funding in the first place. To keep culture alive in the face of unpredictable times ahead. And judging by the polls, they are going to get predictably unpredictable.
Many late nights of soul searching later, questioning why the hell we do this, asking ChatGPT process-led questions, calling ChatGPT a fibber, buying the same wrong parts, learning new materials, unlearning old materials, looking lost in Adobe class, failed concrete, badly weighed jesmonite, blocked airbrush all-nighters and fresh breakthrough(down) moments, I think I love it again, because like my old friend
@sarahh_cunningham once told me, âthe only time anything positive happens to you is when youâre just doing it for yourselfâ and letâs face it, any time spent making art whilst the world is losing its mind is a bloody luxury in this day and age, isnât it???
Thanks to
@catrionart ,
@smash_hits_harrimannn &
@_jack_hanson_ for the tekkers,
@mattwilliams3101 for sage advice,
@hcascampbell for helping steer the wobbly ship through the choppiest of choppy waters, and
@samuelpadfield for vibrator advice.