I can't believe it is almost over. Just two more shows to go (Saturday @ 7:00 and Sunday @ 3:00 at
@thetanknyc ) before we must bid adieu to
@themaenadsplay . At least for now. I am so grateful and excited and also so SO sad to see this chapter drawing to a close. This is the first show I've ever produced and I could not be prouder of how it turned out. I'm just gonna say it: I'm a damn good producer. And the next show I work on is going to be even better because I have learned so damn much. I'm proud of myself as an actor, too. The role of Jacob asked a lot of me: Jacob is deeply conflicted, secretive, passionate, scared, lonely, and, at times, hypocritical. He's also kind and loving — a nurturer brimming over with longing. He, like all the characters in this amazing play by #StephenFoglia, is not necessarily a very reliable narrator. He lies and obfuscates and feels so deeply. He also sings and plays the mandolin! I sang a few bars of a Brecht song in Not About Me back in 2023, but this was different: just me on a rock, facing the audience, with a mandolin in my hands. A mandolin I did not know how to play before this show. In fact, I'd never played any instrument before this show. But I wasn't about to let that stop me! I took one lesson and then taught myself from there using YouTube. Through trial and error, I figured out how to sing Robyn's "Dancing on My Own" in a way that worked for my voice and the mandolin, and then I layered on top of that becoming more and more visibly intoxicated as my performance progressed. That kind of challenge is a gift to any actor and I am so grateful to have received it. Thank you to everyone who worked so hard to make this show what it is: the wonderful and distinctive actors, our absolutely magical designers, our hard working crew, everyone at The Tank, and, of course, my dear friends
@phillipchristiansmith and Stephen Foglia who cast me in the first reading of this play almost two years ago, welcomed me as a producer, and walked with me through this whole process. I am forever grateful to both of you. This show has been a bright spot in the darkness for me. I don't know what I'll do without it. 📸
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