The change is me. I could write a million words about this record, yet none of them could describe what these songs are to me. Over the past two years, I’ve been struggling a lot, partly with myself and partly with this life. After a while, I came to understand that the part of me that is broken is something that just is. I can’t help it, nor can I fix it. It doesn’t really matter. It just is.
What does matter is that this world feels increasingly foreign to me.
I don’t feel like I belong, or to put it more bluntly: I don’t want to belong to this world. It is ugly. It chews people up, spits them out, and just keeps spinning. We close our eyes to amounts of suffering that are absolutely unacceptable. We choose comfort over morality. We forget and move on. We accept our own suffering because that is just how life is supposed to be. So they say. We’ve put love on a leash and allow hatred to have free rein.
I don’t want to pretend I am something to look up to, or that I have more answers than anyone else. I’m just a guy. I made 10 songs with my best friend. Every minute of this record, every sentence is a reflection of who I am and what I truly think. I hope you find in it what you need most.
This record wrote itself; I was just along for the ride.
Thank you,
@45_burroughs , for being by my side and fighting tirelessly for this thing.
Thank you
@rreedduuxx for being my rock, my endless motivator and for making this thing a reality.
Thank you,
@wenzelmaarten , for gracing us with the artwork of my dreams.
Thank you for listening.
“Is this a long con? Are you selling me a dream?
This world seems all wrong, full of people just like me.”