where do i even start
POISON was born on AUG 2025, & believe it or not we’re sitting on even older tracks. I hold this project close to my heart because unlike the other songs i work on, this project isnt about landing the perfect topline, or hitting all the notes right. @vy__zy and i were/are solely focused on capturing the energy on the songs inception.
normally i’d set deadlines for my projects, keep on schedule & upload consistently, but this project im down to work on until it’s done.
so until then, we present the idea of POISON. track 1/who knows how many.
I started this project — all because it’s been my lifelong dream, to give an avenue to the part of me I felt I had to suppress my whole life. It’s taken a long time to find my footing. Sometimes, I even feel like I’m too late. But this year, I finally feel ready.
It’s my hopes to achieve greatness in some form through my art. To start some real shit. Do things that no one else is doing here in my home. Make people feel things in their bones.
Whether I fly or I fall, all I can do is my utmost and look to the stars.
turn the hurt into urt (art)
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pull me in just to push me out
pull me in just to do without
pull me in just to push me out
the way, away, away
lord hold me down
“100 times” — a play with granular synthesis and slide.
footage from a flight back home from bangkok. I listened to May Ninth by @khruangbin over 20 times while staring at the sunset. makes you think how life can be as big or as small as your lens on it ☀️
