i’m not sure how long this body will last
it’s been twelve years since the first time i nearly died. a few more times since then, sometimes it feels a little strange that im still here.
memory is stranger though. i can’t remember how it felt to say hello to pain, i’m in the best shape of my life and i can’t remember how it felt to sleep and dream and wake renewed. i’ve forgotten. but i still remember how it felt to be sliced open.
i’m not sure how long this body will last, though somehow it has so now i’m still here to make more shiny things
some stills from testing out anamorphic the wrong way
filmed this horizontally on a full frame sensor, did not crop
Dir: @almapjo
1st AC: @diego.j.hinojosa
shot on #greatjoylens
this is going to be the last photo i post from this trip. 35mm BW taken on one of the first couple days, only developed recently
if any of you didn’t know i wasn’t staying in hotels, i lived right here in the back of my car across 17 different states
i slept on mountains, in forests and parking lots, on the sides of streets and beaches. i saw sights that i can never hope to fully describe and danced away nights in the glow of cities
for nearly a moment i forgot what it was to not have the sky above you, to not be surrounded by the trees, rocks and rivers breathing their own rhythm, or ever to face east
here, in the back of this blue engine on wheels
