Trying to compose some coherent thought about what this record is has been difficult for me. It’s a jumble of emotions and streams of consciousness purged from deep in my belly. It drifts in and out of personal confrontations with myself and those in my life, it paddles into some dark waters maybe, some citrine ones too, I don’t know. I just know how I feel about it now that it’s done and out in the world. There were a lot of firsts for me on this including writing a song with my friend Chris ,and it’s probably one of the more pure offerings on this collection. Ill never forget how it felt to write it as it was being recorded, the engineer
@killahcortez racing around the room as the adrenals were spitting Chris and I off the walls, just catching the tail of the wave from the cosmos. Writing music can feel like so many things, but when it’s pure and magical, you can step aside from yourself and serve the song as it’s coming in. So many things I can remember now jotting this down, but the biggest takeaway for me has been the gratitude I feel for everyone who helped this record find its life. Wheels and Scotty, you guys brought this home at the end, I was emotionally and spiritually bankrupt those last couple months, and you guys held it together, forging through the way we had to reverse engineer the bomb, and without that incredible dedication, well, you know we’d be up shits creek. To everyone who said they liked the demos when I sent them and was too nervous to send to Wheels- Meg, Jeff, my wife and brother, mikey, Chris, and Max. Without your support that they were worth chasing, well, I’m not sure we’d have much in the sandbox. Thanks to E from Eels for not digging Get This for his record. Every left turn always ends up some other kinda Right. Even if you’re just walking in circles, it’s who’s on the walk with you that matters most.
To my beloved Elena and our soul-centering boys- you are the entirety of my being. You show me every day how creativity is the language of love.
Cheers