faithless music video out now 💕
faithless is for my girls who never cared about consequence. to grab life by the horns and ravage her endlessly. dolling immortally. maybe i lost myself or maybe i am just becoming anew. the rules are made to be broken.
faithless is a love letter for my bad girls dying to watch the world burn. tear it straight through the middle. set it alight. stare deep into my reflection. becoming her endlessly. live fast die young. it all belongs to me.
i’m on a hard come up and no one is gonna stand in my way. this world is mine. <3
Credits
Artist: @tintininside
Director: @sashamack__
Light Tech: @voidgazer.r
Producer: @ruil0ba
Mix&Master: @inabobbbieworld
Makeup: @nectaroon
Hair: @conorjengland
Styling: @tintininside@connorjengland
Fashion: @jadatudor_
feel hot
feel hard
feel EUSEXUA
twigs and tintin letters…
thank you @fkatwigs for having me on the album 😌💖 mother and i really tore on this one. eternal gratitude and endless love frequencies to twigs for letting me sparkle shimmer and shred on the cvntiest track on the album. with genius mastermind producer @koreless , girl we ate and ripped the hardest. i have never been more proud. here’s to creating more music + art together in the future. younger me is truly gagged. now dreams really do come true. doll domination forever. bitch purr. periodt. 🩵🩷
tintin you gorgeous bursting star, from the moment we met your poetic cadence captured me. the way you see the world and inject light into the dark was always mesmerising. thank you for taking a chance on me and this, for coming into the studio that day. it was all so new but you were home. i love you and support you in all that you wish to create. thank you for writing this song with me. dollsexua forever ❤️❤️❤️
i should’ve known i was always destined to become a life-sized version of the same barbie dolls i used to play with when i was a child. 👠 ⋆˙⟡
it’s honestly such a shame there isn’t a character customisation screen before life begins.
you KNOW i would’ve selected the fishiest fiercest options first instead of enduring all this trauma and turmoil just to become the best version of myself.
i guess that’s what they call character development. ✨💗⋆˙⟡
i hope that one day the world finds joy within itself. that peace isn’t just a idealised concept but one that becomes reality.
that maybe softness becomes a given. kindness won’t be by chance and acceptance won’t be a luxury. i hope one day love is where we lead and power is on hold.
i hope one day i can stand by your side and feel nothing but sweet salvation. i hope today is the beginning. beginning of something new. i ask you stay just another day. a brighter day for me and you.
some days life feels hard. navigating the day to day can feel like such a trial. maybe even a burden at the worst of times. but then i just look at these old pictures of my former self and realise how far I have come and how good it can get.
i’m not perfect and some days i do feel like i have such a long road ahead of me. but I suppose that’s the beauty of life.
i’m just grateful to be here. grateful to still be alive and well. 💕
it’s way more attractive to think for yourself than to gang up on one person just to fit in 💕
feel like I have been seeing a lot of cliquey behaviour lately and tbh i’m not feeling it.
be your own person. don’t be a follower.
don’t try and influence others to control how someone else is perceived.
standing alone will always be hotter. 💘
thank you for all the love on my last video 💕 reading all your comments really warmed my heart so much on the inside and reminded me i’m not alone even if it feels like it.
i sometimes forget this sense of community. i sometimes don’t really feel apart of it most of the time. it’s like i got so used to being in solitary when people eventually come to my aid it feels so foreign. so new.
times like this remind me that chosen family is always going to be there for me no matter how far or distant. i have come to my senses. trans people are celestial. astral. effervescent. complex. immaculate beings and we deserve the world. 🦋
this is a reminder that if you are other please keep going. please don’t give up. no matter how hard. no matter how bleak it all gets. you can’t just give up now. we need you.
**but also please start being nicer to each other. too much high school bullying going on in this “community” of ours…
i know at my lowest it would have helped me to read something like this.
all of my content. all of my art. all of my work i do is for that fragmented child i once was. the girl who felt like life already passed her by. it doesn’t have to be so somber.
all she had to do was hold out for hope a little longer. then one day everything stops hurting. everything blooms and bursts into enigmatic colour. fruits so vibrant and sweet. days mean more than nothing.
life is coming for you.
just you wait.
i promise.
with love and light,
tintin x
yesterday when i was out in public i couldn’t walk 5 minutes without receiving some sort of ridicule from strangers
trust me when i say i’ve had way worse treatment than this in the past which somehow makes it even sadder but i guess sometimes it’s hard not to let this kind of treatment diminish your shine
sometimes i feel like im believing it
like maybe being visibly trans makes it my fault like people look at me and think i’ve chosen to become less and that says everything about the world we live in
because what does it mean to see womanhood as less to think becoming a woman is something to laugh at or something to violate.
which i know is not about me
it’s misogyny a society that still sees femininity as inferior
it’s not just about being trans it’s about rejecting masculinity and embracing something this world has always devalued
like some strange form of masochism
as if i’ve actively chosen self harm
so when people look at me with disrespect what they’re really showing is how little respect they have for women in general
this mindset doesn’t just hurt trans women it hurts all women. that’s why it baffles me when cis women stay silent or even join in on the hate
this won’t stop me but i needed a moment to vent sometimes it’s hard to ignore all the hatred that exists in the world and it breaks my heart knowing it gets worse. i can’t help but cry about it.
i know a lot of heteronormative straight people love to preach “be kind” and mental health awareness but only when it suits them
so let’s actually try to be a little more empathetic a little more aware a little more educated and just a little kinder to people in general.
if only these people knew that my “choice” to transition is what saved my life
i genuinely wouldn’t be here otherwise
please that’s all i ask
i don’t want to lose faith. 🏳️⚧️
