happy birthday to my angel. i made you a video for your 85th birthday, so here’s an updated one for your 90th, even though i wish you were here to watch it with us. it’s been six months but somehow it feels like it’s gotten harder to grieve you with time. how do you grieve someone that your heart doesn’t believe is really gone? i wish i could hug you one more time. the last few days with you were some of the hardest days I’ve ever experienced, i didn’t want to understand what was happening. it sounds silly now but i really thought you were going to live forever. i will always be grateful for being able to have been by your side till the end, like you were by mine from the start. i love and miss you so much nonna. you’re my inspiration everyday 🤍
