BIGGEST SPECIAL: OH MY DARLING CLEMENTINE.
I can not believe what happened last night.
But as look over at this beauty, who we have named Clementine, I know it is real.. and it happened.
Matty and I caught a super intimate last minute headline show for one of our favorite UK bands,
@bigspecial_ at
@theboweryelectric . It was an early show at 5:30, so I could hit up and snap pics for them and then head to work. Perf. We saw them play
@irvingplaza on Tuesday for their first NYC show ever and it was fire. Just so inspiring and delicious, so I was super chuffed to see them play a longer set and whet my BS appetite before they returned across the pond.
In the middle of their set they played a song with a guitar and after told the crowd that they couldn't bring it back with them.. a similar thing I've heard from other bands touring the US from the UK,
@softplayplaysoft also did this in LA recently. (Tariff madness and the crazy costs for up n coming bands) So, they offered it to someone in the crowd. And of course.. it went to
@matty_glitterati and I. We were in front. I look like a punk leopard. It made sense.
Funny thing is, the day before, my good friend
@karen.xerri of
@rxdxculousbxtch and I were filming a music video in a music shop for our friend's band and looking at guitars and we decided we wanted to take lessons together and make some dreams come true. It was kinda our secret. But I'd already started to let my inner sabotage muncheechee take over and make excuses, "you are too old to start a band" "too gay" "you dont even have a guitar" but I'd heard something from someone i look up to the other day about that voice. That imposter is you. That wall u have in your mind.. isn't real. You made the rules AND the wall. And the imposter feeling you feel.. that's you deciding to breach the wall that you created. And THAT is GOOD. So if you feel like an imposter, you are. But only because none of that shit in your head is real. (This is all from the genius mind of
@jofustablet . Dammit I love u Joe)
So. This is real. Clementine, meet the world.
Guitar lessons are beginning. I already learned my first chord.
Thank You #BigSpecial. You guys are a xmas miracle!