The process of modern worries was generally one where I was wrestling with the nature of technology. Technology is the future. Currently 34 cents of every dollar on the S&P 500 is designated to a technology company. The average teenager is looking at a screen for 7.22 hours per day. I asked a kid this summer if the digital world is more or less real than the physical world, to which he replied “they are the same.” I told him we could turn the internet off, and he said “you could turn me off too.” I may be getting old, but I disagree. I don’t think the digital world is real, I think it is a worse reproduction of the older atomic thing it is trying to display for us. The internet is getting worse and it is making me feel bad. It is the central conflict in my life and my job. That is why it is funny that I am telling you these things on this platform, but for better or for worse we all live here now. The stock market is 34 cents for every dollar, and we communicate our attention with our spending.
It was important to me to release Modern Worries in a new way. I wanted to do it offline, in person. I wanted it to be in the spirit of giving instead of taking. We did a lottery for the tickets, and then I invited everyone who has ever worked on any of my records who was nearby.
@dumbanddrummer made milk teeth with me, and he came.
@blake_lagrange worked on letters to lost loves.
@sarahemilygrant sang on rivers and roads, way back in the day. Not to mention all the musicians, like
@mattpwright and
@danieljgriffo and
@patrickdodd and
@aburnzy and
@k0ok0okach0o and more people I can’t even mention them all. The boys at
@fielderfilms shot the evening on a mini dv camera. It was a very special night for me, which was completely separated from the digital world. There were no phones. I felt a piece of my brain come alive, maybe the piece that is always thinking about harvesting my experiences and relationships and feelings for the fake four-inch by two-inch vertical tv show that has become our lives.
I hope this video inspires you and reminds you that our lives aren’t inside our phones. More to come soon.