Standing on the edge of everything, Iāve finally started to relinquish the need to have things figured out. Thereās a certain, quiet agony in trying to outrun my own shadow, a restless anxiety that whispers of what-ifs.
Tonight, the breeze touches my skin differently. It greets me as a soft exhale of self-acceptance. It speaks that the realization of peace is not the mere absence of the storm, but the steady breath I take right in the middle of which.
Iām learning to befriend the melancholy, the solitude of aloneness, but also the freedom in life. I am finding a strange, beautiful light in simply being.
Then I realized that I tend to go hard on everything; on running, on people around me, on myself. But today the sky and the weather is somber, and slow. So I breathe in as I ease in.
šø @masimomoto
Forever grateful!
Pengalaman random berawal dari kerandoman daftar ultra. Tujuan? Gak tau apa. Makanya bisa finish aja udah āuyuhanā kalo kata orang sundamah.
But anyway, very happy to have finished the looooooooong windy 90/km course for my 2nd ultra.
Hanupis buat temen-temen yang udh support offline maupun online.
Respect banget sama temen-temen yg ambil full course 180km. No words can describe how amazing you and your efforts are. And congrats to all participants and finishers. To even have the guts to run an ultra is already crazy.
Kalo ditanya, āultra lagiā? Jawabannya āgak duluā š
In life there will be rocks, there will be winds, there will be rain, there will be people, and then all of them will be gone. But remember, you are the main actor; I am the main actor and so I will make sure these all are nothing but mere forces to make me tougher, and to push me farther. Take the lead š„
Stay active with this extra comfy Longsleeves by @ninjaskin.id
The shoutouts are for the ones who keep the fire on, the fellow runners! The competitive sparring partners with whom you been chasing one another, the morning callers, the breath catcher, the late night diners, the weekend laughters. You all are the ones who keep running fun and full of meanings.
