✨✨Big news!!!!!✨✨ i dreamt of this, Esther will be available on YouTube to the public on our 2nd Anniversary since our premiere screening on April 25th, 2023. You can catch the film this month April 25, 2025 for free on YouTube! Leading up to the release, we’ll be posting BTS videos, photos, the second half of our podcast, and more!
I am so excited to share our baby with you all. It feels like the right time to get the film out there for everyone to see, and move on to the next chapter. I have so much deep love and appreciation for every single cast and crew member involved and I’m so proud of the work we all did. It’s scary to finally share this project with everyone especially knowing what I know now, how different I am, how I’ve grown, what I’ve learned as a writer and director that would probably change the entire film if I were to make it now. But the beautiful thing about that is that it marks a very special point in time in my life and journey to understanding myself. And I imagine the same may go for the rest of the crew. I am proud to say that I am in recovery from eating disorders & self harm. Creating this film and sharing my story and hearing others stories and support from friends and my sister played an enormous part in that. That is especially true of my dear partner
@itskonstant for his constant (hehe) support and patience by my side. Even in the hardest moments. I love you ♾️
@samuvargas05 THANK you for always pushing me to continue working on this project I know it’s not easy. You’re an insanely skilled producer.
@sunflareee_ @florenciabarletta @ledabarham @lamazio @ahwoogah I am so grateful for you all I love you. I have so much to say but I’ll hold my gushing for now.
Sounds here crafted by the magnificently talented
@surgeongeneralswarning and
@tadao.hermida . Thank you for sharing your incredible talent for this project. The film feels the way it does because of y’all and our kickass sound designer
@lamazio
End song: Drones - Black Agnes
Thank you all again for tuning in and caring for our film for this long. I’m excited to turn this new page with u 🖤 Nicole
#idreamtofthisesther #eatingdisorders #recovery #shortfilm
