Experimental, avantgarde, new music, free form, modern classical, whatever you want to call it, sank it's teeth in my cerebellum sometime in late 1990. Coming from the metal/punk underground it was fascinating to discover that gifted and classically schooled musicians also had a flair for the grotesque, violent, ugly, furious, dissonant and absurd. I had had the good fortune to discover both Captain Beefheart and John Zorn in my mid-teens and before my teens were over everything from The No New York-compilation, Einsturzende Neubauten, Karlheinz Stockhausen, Ikue Mori, Swans, Glenn Branca, The Residents, Anton Webern, Can, Ornette Coleman, Diamanda Galás, Alfred Schnittke, The Kronos Quartet, John Cage, Pere Ubu and The Butthole Surfers had been revealed to me. What had prepared me to embrace these strange and novel sounds was the attitude with which I had approached playing music to begin with. The very first time I was in a rehearsal space, me and my friend
@lapis_niger_productions just improvised for an hour, and it wasn't until several weeks later that we were capable of reproducing anything resembling an organized song. So the wild, the free, the unexpected was where we came from and however organized our respective musics became in different periods, both of us have always kept one foot in the fantastical.
Metal was my first love, specifically the metal known as death, and when I discovered non-metal musicians exploring the same timbres and sounds as the maniacs in Morbid Angel, Carcass and Entombed, I was thunderstruck. Very different breeds of musicians were drawn to this crossroads: punk and alternative musicians taking the abrasive and provocative aspects of their respective subgenre further than previously attempted; jazz people playing scholarly chaotic metal/punk from sheet music; cool, downtown NY rockers experimenting with anti-rock sentiments and, famously: members of the esperanto-speaking, brutally suppressed japanese oomoto religion making "music" that was barely visible from the fringes of the western avant-garde. A very fertile intersection in any case, that brought us Naked City, Last Exit, Ruins, Boredoms ...