Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years of Pilgrimage is one of my favorite books. At times in my life, I’ve tied my identity and my self worth to my friendships. Sometimes, when those friendships ended, I didn’t know who I was without them. The fear of losing my friends, which is rooted in being an only child, not having many friends during childhood and being bullied - made me choose to bend myself in ways that were antithetical to my own standards and values. Those friendships ending forced me to build a life that was lived for myself. It was a lonely road and still sometimes is. That’s why this book continues to resonate so much with me, because I’ve experienced much of what the main character Tsukuru experienced - losing yourself in the loss of friendships and then finding yourself again. It was an honor to photograph the legendary Haruki Murakami for The New York Times. A pinch me moment. During my early struggle years in New York, Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki was one of my very few possessions that I carried with me from place to place (I moved 13 times during my first 18 months). Photographing Mr. Murakami was a full circle moment for me.
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@ericaackerberg for the assignment ❤️
Assistant:
@vintage_fiasco
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