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find me in the dark

i revived from a long and unpleasant hibernation. i found myself in my explorations of NYC. i thought i was lost forever but i am more me than i have ever been before 🌺 there, i feel like i both belong and am encouraged to be my unique self. i made new music for the first time in 2 years, i danced harder than i ever have amongst loving friends, and i feel at peace in my sleep. i love who i am in NYC more than any other place in the world 💗 my mind is once again a glistening palace of sounds ✨ i signed a lease to move by the end of june 🚀 i learned so much about myself and what i need in the bay area. i found so many people i love here. there's so much i'll miss, but i want to keep growing and challenging myself 🌱 i know i'll see you again. out there, on the global dancefloor 💞

casual poncho

a ghost

angel dust

the last 2.5 hours of my 3-hour set at @directtoearth with boris & @nd_baumecker of @ostgut_ton is now available to listen online ✨ from club to rave to club to rave to... 💫 hope this helps to energize / inspire / immerse / transport anyone listening during this period of sheltering -- please stay home for the safety of others 🏡 soundcloud link in bio 🔗 the @buymusicclub link to purchase each song directly is on soundcloud 🤲 if you are able, please support artists through buying their music on @bandcamp since 100% of the profits will go to the artist TOMORROW (friday, mar 20) 💗 some context: the first 30 minutes are removed because at first i was playing music that i thought i *should* play rather than what i wanted -- i wasn't expressing myself or connecting with the crowd and i accepted that it wasn't going to be a set i enjoyed 😕 that led me to just try things given that i had nothing to lose so i completely reset with object blue's "the princess is no longer at this address" and built up from there as i felt 🌱 as i progressed, the crowd met me at every step of the way whether it was pushing more in a space or taking a turn down a new corridor -- they felt what i felt 💞 it reminds me a lot of the situation we are in now where accepting what i can and can't control + how i can connect and help others guides me through each day / hour / moment 🍃

i aint got no man, boy u in luck, but i want no boyfriend, i jus wanna

hihi -- here's the tracklist for my strange remains rave set 🎉 link in the usual place 🔗 Comua . Meteor Krampf . LSD XTC (@dj_gigola & Kev Koko Paranoia Mix) AQXDM . Leisure Techno DJ Misjah, DJ Groovehead . Acid Energy Falling Apart . B @its.ddan . Haashish Gadani 90 Process . Do You Like Tools J-Zbel . Mortal Kombat [ @bfdmrec ] @deapmash . Abstract Straight Lethal @rhythmsectionhq . Comin' On Strong @schackedelic . Make Them Remember Stratton . Bad Advice Funeral . 01011000 [ @salviatek ] :sierra , @td_nasty . Bones [ @gangfatale ] @bored_lord . You Make Me Feel So Good [ @knightwerkrecords ] Detroit In Effect . Shake A Lil Faster Sony Playstation . Playstation Intro J-Zbel . Nik Molina Glyn Hendry . Escape Club [Polykicks] (703) 863-4357 . Freezing [ @pastelvoids ] @Royalston . The Test (VIP) @alex_eveson x Sonic . Pum Flex Karenn (@blawan_ternesc x @pariah_uk ) . Strawbs @sophie_msmsmsm . VYZEE DJ Junk . Do it Do it (Original 1992 Version Remastered) Skee Mask . Dial 274 [ @ilian_tape ] LMajor . Something For Your Mind @lsdxoxo . Fentanyl @tnght . Higher Ground @charli_xcx . Vroom Vroom GILA . 106 Slipper Heretic . Mesmeric (@cursesforever Remix) Cliff Martinez . Demon Dance Joel Eel . Performing A Crime (@aquarianyes Remix) Bored Lord . Crush On U (@arielzetina Remix) HMC . Marauder (Edit) @thomasp.heckmann . Amphetamine DJ Bogdan . Love Inna Basement (Midnite XTC) @borai_bristol & @denhamaudio_ . Make Me @lockedgroove . Out of Orbit (@anastasia.kristensen Remix)

performing tomorrow at @f8sf for @directtoearth alongside berghain legends boris & @nd_baumecker + amazing locals @jeanphilipp3 & @mwuhhd 🔊 my dj set from a renegade out in oakland is now up on soundcloud 🔊 link in bio 🔗 oakland has a unique and diverse energy that often goes unnoticed and unrecognized it's devoid of branding and focused on community the celebratory nature can be felt and i hope that comes across in my set rave rave against the dying of the light 🎉

my dj set for the underground rave in oakland at strange remains is now up online 💿 link in bio 🔗 celebratory & diverse -- techno with pop, sprinkles of jungle, a trap appears, with experimental leanings, covered in a ravey breaky sauce 🎉 its been fun hosting rave rodeos w the crew out in the wild wild oakland 🤠 thx to everyone who helped 💝 catch me playing @directtoearth on friday 👽 alongside: * boris :: @ostgut_ton * @nd_baumecker :: @ostgut_ton * @jeanphilipp3 :: @dirtyepicla * @mwuhhd :: @squishsf

‪2019 reflections 🌺‬ ‪1. started comua ‪2. cofounded @squishsf 3. performed 3 diff live sets‬ 4. experienced gays hate techno ‪5. experienced sustain-release‬ ‪6. played in vietnam‬ ‪7. played at a rave‬ ‪8. produced over 20 songs i love‬ ‪9. lived in berlin for a month‬ ‪10. learned to love myself‬