Gratitude for a sweet 💜 sweet weekend, even though it’s the New Year…
Hot damn the holidays are hard. I have never liked New Years, the expectation that it’s supposed to be something big and awesome, the idea that we are supposed to be excited about a new year…
For me, it has historically symbolized more opportunities for failure, and more time to reflect on what didn’t happen the previous year.
But something has shifted this year. And alongside those habitual feelings, gratitude and acknowledgement of growth is present.
It feels like I’m able to hold more joy and present-ness while also acknowledging that there are things I feel sad about. That there are awful terrible things happening in the world, and still I have beautiful strong friendships, an evolving sense of self, growing creativity, and openness to being fully seen.
These shifts have come thanks to commitments between people and practices that I am so grateful for:
The Moon Ladies, Five Choose Five, Breathwork, Pilates, Yoga, Therapy, Five O’Clock Dances, Beautiful friends, Honest conversations, Cuddles with animals, Moving my body, Allowing my art and curatorial practice to honestly reflect how I am, Medication, and Meditation.
I’ve never been one to make New Year’s resolutions due to the aforementioned “opportunity to fail,” but I journaled about it and came to a place of wanting to set intentions for myself from a place of care and self love:
Resolution #1 — move towards my uncomfortable feelings ie. set resolutions… etc.
Resolution #2 — have a breakfast ritual ie. eat breakfast
Resolution #3 — have a bedtime ritual ie. wash my face (and text Leah about it)
Resolution #4 — rejoin the foodcoop (see resolution #2)
That’s it, I’m going to do these things. Whether I fail or not, I’m stating these things to care for myself. Cuz this is it, this is what we have. This is life. And when you have the opportunity to create one, you might as well do it!
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