On this day six years ago, I was in the middle of a few days of setting up my studio in New York City hospitals, photographing doctors, nurses, janitorial staff, and other health workers during what would be the week of the highest number of deaths from Covid-19 that our city saw. We can all remember that time... it was truly terrifying. My studio was mostly setup in bays intended for ambulances, and as I was making these portraits, and doing video interviews, there were literally bodies being wheeled out on gurneys behind me. My assistant and I wore four or five layers of masks, and goggles... neither we, nor the health workers, knew much about what was happening at the time, how likely we were to survive if we caught it, how long all of this would go on for, etc., etc.
I remember when Sally (
@runred ) at Men’s Health called me for this, I was in my apartment (I mean, weren’t we all), and she asked me how I’d feel about going into the eye of the storm, and to make sure I was fully aware of the risks (this sounds dramatic; I’d likely have ultimately been fine if I’d contracted Covid doing this job, but, we didn’t know that then – I’d already heard of a few healthy people in their early thirties who’d died from Covid that week, so, the risk seemed very high at that moment). Anyway it was an instant yes from me, one of the reasons I love being a photographer so much is being given opportunities to see world event like this from the inside. I was terrified and very excited at the same time.
Looking back at these images, I still remember everyone’s names, their stories, their harrowing stories about everything they’d witnessed as well as their self-imposed quarantine from their loved ones due to their high-risk work (Trudy Cloyd told me about watching her daughter’s first steps via Zoom, Andrew Amaranto told me about gong for ‘distanced’ walks through the city at night with his young son, using the long shadows cast by their bodies in the streetlights to hug each other... thinking about this even now, I’m holding back tears. We didn’t then). They were all quite literally in shock, I think. They were such heavy days.
Glad life’s back to normal now. Oh, wait..