There was an online trend going around in the dog days of summer about people pushing against their atrophying minds by creating a fall curriculum for self-study. I’m too lazy to do that so I rely on
@brooklyninstitute to help me sharpen my focus. Their listing for a course on Gothic Feminism threaded Poe to Shelley to Morrison to Kristeva, and I felt I owed myself a container filled with lots of reading and discussion with others (the course is only 4 weeks!) Reminding myself how much I loved school, and thinking, thinking, thinking.
For this week, we had to read Beloved, one of Toni’s works I hadn’t read in years. The first time I read it, it was more of a blunt instrument, full of terror and lots of tears on my morning commute. This time, I’m more moved by her mastery of language, and I’m reminded of why I made ‘4 Lines of Beloved’, my first ever video work. In an interview
@lornasimpson did with Tate, she mentioned that ‘sometimes the work needs to be made a certain way’. I needed motion, sound, typography, editing to synthesize the feeling this book gave me. It’s 2 years old now, but I’m thankful for the genesis and to continue exploring.