Antonella Ermina

New year, new phone, new laptop, new followers, new projects, new introductory post 🎉 This is me and yes, all the other models you see on this profile, they're all ME. I specify this, as it came to my attention that many people who follow me, or just come across these lands of tears and sorrow, are a bit confused about this specific point. I'm a mixed media artist, focusing on visuals and, among my "tools", there's my image. I play with the idea of the self, the conscious and subconscious mind, our self-perception and the way we're perceived by others: I love bringing all the different persona that make me whole to the surface and give them their 15 minutes of fame ✨ I collaborate with several photographers and one of my special skills is improvisation: I usually start with a mood and general idea of the aesthetics (especially concerning outfits and makeup) and on set I let the feelings of the moment take over and that's usually how the meaning, the purpose of the final piece is finally reached and delivered. I use this process with photography, drawing and painting, too: I let my subconscious mind guide me, like a psychic reading tarot cards. The result is usually a combination of music, words and images, with the first coming to mind AFTER THE IMAGE is finalized. Light is faster than sound after all. When I work with other artists, usually the idea that we later on develop comes from me, although my first question, when talking about collaboration, is always "do you have anything in mind already?". I respect and trust the people I choose to work with and I appreciate it when the respect is reciprocated. I usually do everything myself on set, because the ideas keep morphing in my head and it's easier that way, although I do LOVE working with MUAs and designers on the weirdest, most articulated projects. I'm not your typical model, but I am perfectly comfortable with taking directions and giving life to other creatives' worlds, so don't let my "bossy" vibe scare you 😅 Now that you know how I create and work, tell me, what's YOUR creative process?

Ask yourself Will I burn in Hell? Then write it down And cast it in the well There they are The mob it cries for blood To twist the tale Into firewood Fan the flames With a little lie Then turn your cheek Until the fire dies The skin it peels Like the truth, away What it was I will never say... If everyone believe something to be true, is that something, actually, true? There's a fine line between truth and mass hysteria and, somehow, we always manage to cross it. . . . Photos: @topirinnephoto Designer: @paatola.wilma MUA/style/concept/model: @anto_freja Eyeshadow palette: @martina_dospina

My biggest flex is unpredictability. I have no clue about my next move, I can only imagine it's gonna be cool because, well. You realize you've been living in flight or fight mode all your life when everything is going great, you have no rational reason to worry and you can finally enjoy peace, and your brain decides to play apocalyptic scenarios in your head (and your body follows with the weirdest symptoms) 24/7 and now you're somehow convinced you'll randomly die in your sleep 🫠 Also, am I the only one actually loving @euphoria third season? It's the biggest f*** you in the face of today's society, it's trolling literally every side of the entertainment industry and everyone's so triggered, I'd say Sam Levinson is doing a great job! . . . Photos: @tommipxls . . . #photography #blackandwhiteph #euphoria #oldwoman #model

I need some new stilettos Can't walk down the street in those You are who you wear, it's true A girl's just as hot as the shoes she choose Fashion is beauty, but it's also a powerful tool to describe, criticize and help shaping the historical, political and social landscape of its time. Fashion is one of the most intricate, rich, complete yet underrated art forms and if you fail to understand it, do you really understand the times you're living in? Iso kiitos @soda.e.xe lle ja @reettahellgrenofficial lle ja kaikille ihanalle ihmiselle tapasin, oli kivaa ja toivon mennään takaisin Oulussa pian. And thank you @hotelli_lasaretti for a wonderful experience, I'll definitely be back ❤️ (I wrote the Finnish part ALL BY MYSELF, I only looked up a couple of words, so forgive the inevitable mistakes 😂) . . . Pictures 1/3/5: @ruutupaitakuvaa Video 2: @majoneshh Clothes: @reettahellgrenofficial . . . #finnishfashion #finnishdesign #visitoulu #ouluculturecapital2026 #modellife

Wanna see my name under the lights (oh, ohhh, oh, oh, ohhh, oh) I need the applause, it cuts me like a knife (oh, ohhh, oh) Haunted by a dream that I can't fight (oh, ohhh, oh, oh, ohhh, oh) Watching my face drifting out of sight But lately I'm missing all the signs Blinded by the champagne lens Runnin' out of time Should I watch it burn and start again I might need a hero to stop me from breaking Or I'll be the villain and feed off the pain Can I be myself in a world that's just faking Only wanna drive in a fast world I'll just crash 'til I die of the glamorous life Crash 'til I die of the glamorous life Crash 'til I die of the glamorous life I feel like the gloomy, hopeless, cynical and bitterly disillusioned side I've so desperately tried to tame and soften for the past decade is taking over again and that might be exactly the kick in the teeth I need right now to finally start going full on biatch after my desires. The rage is becoming something deeper, darker, definitely harder, rooted deep down my very core and it's somehow balancing out the blinding, out of control "empathy" and understanding I taught myself to feel for basically anyone. Once again, life teaches us that there need to be balance between light and darkness and that, if we lean too much towards one and neglect the other, this one will bounce back multiplied. These images were shot at someone's home. Now read that again. . . . Photos: @federicoromero.ph

I'm just a would've been, could've been Should've been, never was and never ever will be Well sharpen your teeth Tell yourself that it's just business Would've been, could've been Should've been, never was, and never ever will be Worms come out of the woodwork And the snakes start to sing They say imitation is the highest form of flattery. I see it as the highest form of disrespect, especially when the inspirational source is not credited. Even I am not allowed to repeat myself, so why should you. But don't mind me, I will never make it big anyway 💁 . . . Photos: @attekellman

"Everybody wants to be us" - Miranda Priestly Even if it means sacrificing your time, physical, mental and monetary resources, your sense of self, your relationships, your integrity and, in many cases, your dignity. As many may or may not know, my first actual, solid work experiences were in fashion. My first full time job was in an extremely well known and renowned concept store in Milan which basically was the blueprint of any other concept store you've been to. The name starts with a two digit number, followed by the name of the street where it's still located. Think about extremely wealthy clientele, including celebrities, royal families, fashion editors, designers, models, politicians, old and new money from all over the world. People who would come in and spend 30k without even blinking an eye, sometimes with quite bizarre requests or just ways of being. The wealthiest, most famous/successful personalities were actually the nicest, easiest clients (many times with their quirks and all), while the "new rich" were, let's say, not our favourite clients. The "fashion crowd" was a whole different breed. I wouldn't say they were mean, "bad" people, although they certainly came off as such at first. It was literally the way they navigated the world. Their priorities were completely disconnected from everyday, "non fashion" spectators and I firmly believe they didn't even consider many of "us" humans, if that makes sense. Or maybe I can explain it better this way: their lifestyle, their extremely strict and fast schedule, their "bubble", the human interactions they had, everything was so ephemeral and "shallow" (certainly due to the super fast pace their schedule had), that being "mean" was not aimed at hurting, humiliating nor putting others down, it was, at a certain level of professional success, the only way they came to know of being in the world. That's why I absolutely love "The Devil Wears Prada": it's so accurate (and believe me, they watered it down A LOT), but at the same time it's not condemning, it's just portraying a certain reality in a more forgiving way for those who have never gotten the chance of experiencing first hand. That's all.

Less nonsense, more meaning. Less "content", more art. Less "presence", more impact. Go deep, or go home. Finally shooting again with @tommipxls was refreshing in the most authentic way. I have new ideas, a new vision and a newly found "idgaf" attitude. Or maybe it's just a pose, maybe that's what I want you all to believe. Maybe that's what I want to believe. The only way to find out is to keep going. Stay tuned.

Dark light Come shine in her lost heart tonight And blind All fears that haunt her with your smile Dark light I'm in between realms and I can see everything. I wrote a super deep and personal caption about life and death and past and present, but I guess my subconscious mind had other plans. I guess it's not the right time for you to know. There's always an explanation, we just haven't figured it out yet. . . . Me by me and no, I didn't crop any of these in post production. Dress: @mirkkametsolastudio Leather bralette: @beyondretro_helsinki

Huh (탑욕), 내 자린 넘봐봐야 한계 (한계) 부활한 내 꿈은 무한대 (탑욕) 내 fan들 기다림, 내 포기와 정반대 나 음악 만들며 재탄생 (탑욕) 깔짝깔짝 나대봤자 online 내 유명세는 더 high, 이미 난 ready to die 여기가 네 머리 위 master TOP's spot 체위, 더 위 최고 위층 때굴, 때굴, 때굴, 내 이십대 실패극 엉켜버린 매듭, 주홍글씨 내 죄는, silly boy I love my mosquitoes circus, stalkers (Woah) We waited 13 years for that wonderful crazy ass genius that's @ttt to come back with new music and boy, did he deliver 🔥 friendly reminder that if you're a real one, you don't need to put yourself out there 24/7, releasing uninspired shit in fear that people will forget about you. No they won't, if what you bring to the table adds value, not mere "content", to their (and your) vision of the world. We're better than this. . . . Photos: @tommipxls

When you're allegedly so dark and moody that you turn an originally intended trashy photoshoot into a metaphysical haunted hotel ghost story ✨ the fact that I'm so white my skin literally reflects flashlights back to the sender (I may or may not being referring to God, too) doesn't help, either 💁 The world is in such a horrible state that I'm finding it extremely hard to share thoughts and images (especially of myself) without feeling incredibly useless and, basically, a narcissistic c*nt, on the other hand hardships are supposed to be creativity's biggest fuel and what better way of reflecting on outside tragedies than turning inward, to our inner despair? Is what I'm saying even making sense? Hell no, but that's the whole point. To quote Oscar Wilde, "all art is quite useless", especially when it's not art at all, may I add 🫣 . . . Photos: @attekellman

One thing you need to know about me: I have an incredibly weird, yet impeccable, taste in music. I know I shouldn't say it myself, I'm just repeating what friends have told me over and over in the past 20 years (you should also know my friends, apparently, really overestimate me). Also, I love local bands' merchandise and I always try to buy something, mostly t-shirts (I have an extensive collection of peculiar t-shirts) and tote bags. Sometimes vinyls, too, but I don't have anything to play them on. I use them as home decoration and that's enough. Go to concerts, support your local artists and, most important, PAY THE DAMN TICKET WHENEVER YOU CAN AFFORD TO. You don't know the agreement between the venue and the artist, but if you pay the ticket that's always positive for the band. A friend saw me at our "local" rock bar dressed like this and said I was cool (more or less, more like very dressed up for the evening) on a casual weekday, while I literally picked up the first two things I had laying around, of course I had to use it in a photoshoot 😂