i was rlly down these past few months so here is a dump with all the things/moments/ppl that made me feel better:
1. dressing up with my girlfriends and i just love how i am not afraid of being however i wanna be when i am with them. i am always shy when it comes to the way i dress (ik, shocking bc i always post but yeah) bc i always think that ppl will judge me bc i am a journalist and you have to be more serious or fit a certain box. my bffs taught me it was acceptable to be whoever i wanna be so i love them
2. meeting
@desprefranz and talking about their life and everything… the most whimsical person ik and love
3. changing things in my apartment — whenever i clean my house, i try to change the place of the coach or sth in order to feel different
4. my love
@andreeapiltiu wearing a merdenea as a purse
5. going on a trip with my oldest friends to lisbon (i loooooove lisbon and can’t wait to go back)
6. lisbon again
7. keeping a journal omg this fucking saved me. i’ve decided i want to write more so now i have this journal from
@relique.archive and i put every note on there. i have one little notebook on cyberfeminism, another on writing random stuff or other for writing exercises. it helped me a lot. i don’t journal bc i still cringe at it (i used to do it in a weird period of my life) but i plan on doing that
8. this was my fav moment 😭😭😭 backstage at
@alexandrasipa dancing and singing in the rain by addison. i just love my girl and this friendship def healed parts of myself (she literally dragged me out of this depressive episode)
9. dying my hair cherry red, i just feel like myself with this color
10. eating good food (i eat this exact recipe almost everyday i should stop)
11. again, my girlfriends
12. finding something to fixate on and currently i am reading 4 things at the same time but i am on this rabbit hole with cyberfeminism, glitch feminism and posthuman studies with no particular objective in mind other than learning more
13. writing about ppl i admire. here is
@auroramititelu and i am not giving any more spoilers but u will find more about what’s behind this photo soon
14. all the dogs and cats i see everyday
15. last but not least, myself