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I haven’t been myself lately
The struggles of life are weighing heavy on my heart
Sometimes I don’t know what to do
How to manage all these changes happening around me
On one hand I want to change the world
On the other hand I just want to get through the day
These past few years have tested me in unimaginable ways
Battle after battle I never caught a break
Everyone goes through battles
Experiencing pain and tribulations
With pain and tribulations comes happiness and peace
I have been grateful to experience the latter
Even though right now it feels unattainable
I know I must keep going
I am tired of trying to survive
When I know my purpose in life is to live
#poetry #zwiththewords #artistic
I’m sharing this poem because I know there’s no better time than now. It’s always something that needs to get done. No point in putting off what can be done today to tomorrow. Let’s all go get to it. We all can do it.
Drive
It’s go time
There’s no time like the present
It’s time to get to it
No matter what they say
The only person in the way is you
You are your own biggest enemy or biggest supporter
So make sure its the latter
You can do anything and everything
It’s time to get out your way
And get to it
Clarity
With each moment passing
My vision becomes clearer
As I reflect on my thoughts
I know now what I must do
I have been seeking freedom
Without fully utilizing the necessary tools
To break free from my captivity The life that I know
Is not the life that I will live
#poetry #blackartist #inspiration #zwiththewords
Disclaimer: Grief and Loss
I made this poem with my mother in my thoughts. I know everyone grieves and have lost loved ones in the lives. The days don’t make it any easier. This is my relationship with grief still in disbelief of my reality. No matter what though we can never forget who they are and must carry on their legacy.
Why?
I am not over it
I may never be
Why I ask lying awake at night
Why me? Why her?
Questions that I ask
That will never get answered
I am wasting my breathe
My energy and time
I am still in disbelief
I am still shocked
I am still grieving
Why me? Why her?
Why won’t you answer me
Years have passed
Yet it feels like days
I just want to know
Why me? Why her?
Battles
I know its not my battle its yours
My time here is coming to an end
I have no desire to continue fighting
I have been battle tested like everyone else
Hidden battles and those that people can see
I can not do anything about these battles that be
I must not try to run or hide
I need to face them head on and survive
Even the strongest get tired by these unspoken battles that rise
I am strong but weak
I see that the end is near
I am tired of fighting these battles Constant pressure to be perfect
A constant need to help
I ask myself if I fight your battles
Then who will fight mine?
I need to take a step back
I must allow myself to rest
If I continue to fight
I am afraid I will pass
I have been strong in the past
But the future is unclear
Will I be able to fight these battles that are near?
To Rest or Keep Going ?
I have an eagerness to go
Without a thought of stopping
My time is coming
Unable to rest and reset
I am unsure how much longer I have
My inability to stop has caused unimaginable stress on my mind
I know I need to rest
I am unsure if I can
I fear if I don’t
This world I know will vanish
This state of being
Is dangerous to my dreams
Will I be able to see them come to fruition
If I never give myself the grace of a break?
I was told to keep going
Even while knowing I must stop
When I stop and rest all these thoughts come about
Never stopping leaves me with no time to think
No time to feel these feelings that be
I know it is a dangerous game
This game we call life
If I do not keep going
I may never pass go
I fear if I keep going
I won’t be able to make it pass go
These two feelings in my mind
Leave me torn on both sides
What should I do?
The world never stops
But I know one day I will
Peace
What does it mean to have peace?
Is it having everything you need
Without wanting anything else
Is it the absence of war and violence?
Peace seems like an abstract concept
That we do not quite understand
We long for peace in a world that lacks it
Whether that peace comes emotionally, mentally, physically, or spiritually
We must find peace before it is too late
Before we are consumed by turmoil
We can not allow ourselves to be overcome with stress
We need to create peace in every way imaginable
I know we can do this
If we come together
If we live for one another
If we understand and care about the next person
When we are emphatic to those around us
We will then be able to comprehend the different experiences of life
This understanding that we are all together
Rather than against one another
This is when true peace will find us
War
I want to live in peace and harmony
But the world around me is at war
There is a war on people, freedom, and happiness
This war has been nonstop
ongoing for centuries
Since the start of time we have been at war
This war I speak of is a slow killer
The world wants us fighting and divided
So we are disconnected from one another
Our differences are highlighted
Rather than our similarities
We are all people
People
Who are fighting for survival
Who are fighting to make it out
Who are fighting to make it to tomorrow
These distractions that surround us
Are intentional and purposeful
They all have a hidden meaning
to keep us apart is the goal
We are the strongest when we are not fighting each other
We will always be stronger together
When we fight the system that is perpetuating this war
This system that is keeping us down
That is keeping our minds idle
We must come together and break free of this matrix
This matrix that is keeping us captive
Until we can do this
We will always be at war
With no peace in sight
When do y’all want part two? #zwiththewords #poetry #poet
Transformations
Change is like an erupting volcano
It’s the melting lava on the ground
Erasing all of life around it
To start over from scratch
And to begin again
That is what must happen
It’s a transformation of sorts
Like a caterpillar to a butterfly
Changes happen
It’s a must in life
We all go through them
But how do we get through them
Will we be a caterpillar
That turns into a butterfly?
Or that volcano that erases
Everything around it?
The Life I live
The life I live is so amazing
I live in gratitude
Focusing on the things I have
Rather than the things I don’t
Centering my mind in love
In a world that is filled with hate
At times it’s hard to do this
But I know I must continue
I can not let up on this journey
No matter how hard it gets
I will never stop believing
That the life I live is great
Captivity
I have created my own prison
Becoming a prisoner of my mind
With no freedom in sight
No means of escaping these thoughts
And emotions that overflow me
These feeling shall not last
However, it feels like a lifetime
Going through these motions that we call life
I have lived countless lives
With no end in sight
Without a clear plan in mind
I am trapped in this prison
I must figure out what to do
As I am my own captive and savior
I do not have the key just yet
But soon I hope to find it