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these last 6 days have been a nightmare. not much to it. one day you were here, and then three days later i was wailing because you were gone, just like that.
We spent nearly a decade hand in hand nearly every day and now it’s like a fabric in my reality has been torn open.
You raised me and held me through the hardest years of my life. I’ve always felt alienated, I didn’t really have good friends in school for the most part (save a few), but you were always there. You were my best friend, my sister, my mother, my daughter, my soulmate. You always knew when I needed you, even if I didn’t realize it. We could communicate with each other with simple gestures and looks- we just understood each other that well.
I need you still. More than ever. My eyes still search for you everywhere, i cry every morning because youre not there in my lap where you’re supposed to be. i cry whenever i realize the reason im doing something is because of you. My life feels empty without you. The house feels empty without you.
I need to hear your purrs, more than anything. So loud and constant. You knew to lay on me and purr if i was in any type of distress. This busted phone speaker isn’t enough. I need you. I see shadows in the house were you should be- my desk, bathroom mat, table outside, my moms room. You’re not there.
It still doesn’t feel real. When i talk about you or when i look at pictures of you, theres this thought in my head ‘i cant believe these are all i have left of you. i cant believe i cant show you on camera anymore. i cant just bother you anymore.’
i still cant believe it. that youre dead. i miss you, Mika, my mika. I love you. I’d like to see you again.
I found a vampire in the woods
Model: @zero0zerit0
Photo: @omalik_photo_video
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