Black for Ages (2022) Me and Danni Ebanks-Ingram (
@zazoothunder ) made this together, and because we love credits, to be precise: for the video, Danni was the curator and producer; it was directed and edited by us both, and I shot it with two cameras haphazardly attached to one little rig. The visual concept was a direct inspiration from Jem Cohen (
@gravityhill_pictures ), specifically a scene in the Fugazi film Instrument where people are lining up to see a Fugazi show.
I wrote and produced the music in June 2020, and it contains a sample from a song I did in 2012 called It Ain’t Over till the Children Sing from the album A Saffron History. The song exists after I said “I’ve been black for ages” in a conversation with Polly Jarman. The video exists because, two years after the song came out, Samiir Saunders (
@smaiduskhan ) emailed me with their own art response, which made me think to make a video in 2022, and of course, working with Danni, without whom it definitely wouldn’t exist.
“Ticket Line to Freedom - Those in the ticket line have purchased their tickets to their personal and societal freedoms and are waiting”
It stars: Danni, Hemel, Joy, Janet, Daniel, Rebecca, Yonatan (
@yonatantiruneh ), Eli, Steven, Child 2, Letisha (
@autishtic ), Child 3, Debbie, Zephyr, and Chearine.
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I've been black for ages.
I don't have to say this.
You can see it in my face
when you race across the street
acting like i'm contagious.
Peep the irony with Covid.
Maybe its inside of me.
You go with your intuition
mixed with your superstition
which forms a few predictions
based in the spider webs you walk through.
Without even knowing it haunts you
and scares me
but rarely would i show it,
instead wearing a mask of being
carefree and stoic.
It is what it is
a cage and a fist
below the matter do we exist.
Temptation to kiss
the freedoms that are now in our grip.
The youth are equipped
with knowledge
and the will the resist.
no longer a wish.
the curtains that were drawn to eclipse
the truth on our lips
was not enough to move all the bricks
or break all the whips
Fugazi from the slavery ships.
it is what it is,
but maybe it's not,