The last 12 and a half years of my life have been shared with this sweet spirit. From Florida to NYC to Arcadia Louisiana, to LA and San Fran, Kansas City to Austin Texas. Through love and heart break and finally, love again. Every change life brought me, beautiful and painful, he was there through it all. It feels like I’m losing so much. It’s overwhelming and devastating. He brought so much joy just to watch him live in the moment. Watching him enjoy the breeze out of the car window. The way his head turns to the words “do you wanna...?”. The way he gently smacks his mouth when he’s happy. These are the memories and feelings that flood my heart. He was my best little friend. A beautiful soul. And I’m so heart broken to lose him, I just can’t believe it’s real.
You learn so much about your love for something when it’s gone, because all of that love throbs with pain and grief throughout the deepest reaches of your heart.
The love I have for you Monty is so great and big and wonderful and I will miss you for the rest of my life. Thank you so much for letting a young Florida kid like me raise you the best he knew how. Thank you for all the adventures and road trips and playing hide and seek and chasing you even if I could never catch you. I’ll never forget your sweet personality and your beautiful soul.
I am in tears while carrying you to your last resting place as much as I rejoiced carrying you home almost thirteen years ago.
Had the pleasure of shooting a live session with @davidramirez directed by @shesaunicorn . Excited about his new album. Dude knows how to pull on the heartstrings. [Full video link in profile]
Aside from killer dance moves, this dude shreds in production. He's been the backbone of a big project some friends @captive_co@dsnmfg@accpl_ and myself have been a part of. Big ups @farazkam
![Had the pleasure of shooting a live session with @davidramirez directed by @shesaunicorn. Excited about his new album. Dude knows how to pull on the heartstrings. [Full video link in profile]](https://sp1.picnob.com/p/pt_3747222757167167231010_0_27e6a350fa4fbf2f0dd143cb8e548690.jpg?o=aHR0cHM6Ly9zY29udGVudC1hdGwzLTIuY2RuaW5zdGFncmFtLmNvbS92L3Q1MS43MTg3OC0xNS81Mjg4MDAwNDJfMTY5NzMwODkwNDMwNTIxNF8zNTAwMzcwNzQ5NDg4ODc2Mzk4X24uanBnP3N0cD1jMjM2LjAuNjA3LjYwN2FfZHN0LWpwZ19lMTVfdHQ2Jl9uY19odD1zY29udGVudC1hdGwzLTIuY2RuaW5zdGFncmFtLmNvbSZfbmNfY2F0PTEwMiZfbmNfb2M9UTZjWjJnR3F1cjhWSzJNTmkxXzBDcFJ5dUNtOXprczZDZmRqTkxsa0xUcFVleW9lQUk5c3h6bHU1ZXBtZHA0Ty1WVXkyNHNmUk80MWR6ZnpTSnQ5Y2Q3SkdkWnomX25jX29oYz1pcm9xdjJEV2U2WVE3a052d0ZreTc0UCZfbmNfZ2lkPWNQXzNXTGtVQXZxLU5OTm9JMXdpT0EmZWRtPUFQVTg5RkFCQUFBQSZjY2I9Ny01Jm9oPTAwX0FmNURWRVJjbmR0MGIwcWpfNHlyMlRxZWpSLVI5bjBzVTlpT2RJenAxN0dHblEmb2U9NkEwRjBCNjQmX25jX3NpZD1iYzBjMmM=&h=c99ba300bb4348403e8ea13c74721cb0)
