MISSING SUMMER
and reminded that I spent a lot of my childhood hating the other seasons because summer meant freedom.
Also reminding myself that I’m free now, in any season
February was all deepening my relationship with my true self and walks, tears, and blue showing up in all of my photography and going to cincinnati and detroit an saying “I love you” in the mirror and “I love you” in the water and “I love you” in the car on the way home and “I love you” to my cat(s) and “I love you” to
I damn sure did my best this year and often times I didn’t think it looked like much at all but would ya look at that? We made it through and that’s something more than nothing in my book.
I’m so excited for next year and it’s been a long time since I felt that way.
More life, more love, more music
lots more picture taking, and painting and fun with friends :)
I wasn’t sure I’d make it here
To 30
But I’m grateful and forever indebted to this little person
Who tried too hard to outrun her dark and scaries almost to the brink of some fatal disaster
She is so strong and capable and the fire burns strong for me
All gratitude and thanks for aging
