Gone, back, trying, tired, expanding, stripping, held, loved, protected, cared for. Figuring out how to exit the rat race, spiders find me to tell me it’s time to live from creation. Friends and family and practicing love without hierarchy. Loading and unloading. Devastation always around because genocide is profitable, hope will never leave my heart though. Trying and trying, looking for friends to practice IsiXhosa with, looking for crushes (now is your time), looking for sunshine, money, feet on grass, belly laughs, and letting shawties know im funny af. To MORE AND MORE, to more when I want and actually can, to healing, learning and living like its my job.
AHHHHH!!! 😭Happy Birthday baby!!!!! 🥳🥰❤️🔥Not you being older, wiser, hotter, scared as ever but LEAPING! I literally fall in love with you everyday and choose you everyday no matter how high or low or In-between things feel! Look at the love we have, receive, share and hold! 🥹❤️🔥❤️ Remember when we didn’t think that was possible? Or when we thought it wasn’t worth it? Yohhhh, lookatchuuuu learning and growing, trying and absolutely FEEELING IT ALL! Look at us willing to (even kicking and screaming) have things change for us all the time and that we keep outdoing our imagination of ourselves and what is possible in this lifetime no matter how short😭 Bravery is our bestie🫨 and coming home to ourselves is a standard practice now!Wowowowow! I am literally happy to be here now😭 GRATEFUL! GOATED!! READY!! LOVING THIS!!!!
Sometime in June in following order:
1. table-vision
2. did some lines
3. date with a hottie’s needles
4. indigenous truth
5. As praxis
6. Stu Cule: the sitcom
7. surviving fabulously is thriving?
8. replayed this moment so many times
9. the face I wanna hold
10. word for word bar for bar
Archival Ref: hey june (iykyk)
I almost chickened out of posting this week 😂 part lazy and part my internal dialogue being several hot takes battling it out for the nr 1 spot. 🙅🏽♀️
anyways I call this Archival Set: Boobs, favs, orange moons and evergreen memes.
Tryna beat the decision fatigue I get when figuring out which of the 700 drillion things to share to my feed…stories are so much easier on my brain 😬 buuuurt more archives coming the next while cos…’the south got something to say’ (iykyk).
Next thing Ima beat is desperately trying to do it in chronological order💀 but one thing at a time ok!!!! (Me to me).
Archival Ref: Some moons ago