02-03-2026
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this trailer i made for my burthday rollout means sm to me; being 20 has taught me so much through so many experiences within 365 days; i appreciate the people, the relationships, the losses, the gains, the new, the old, and every twist + turn ms ‘lyfe’ loves to through my way lol; i have no regrets but i do have huge expectations for myself; i truly yearn for more & i can’t help it. settling is one of my biggest fears. i yearn to simply learn, heal, and grow with everything ive been through. i yearn to connect, explore, and dabble into new areas within humanity & the world to gain more wisdom & simply enjoy lyfe; however, the biggest hurdle i constantly end up struggling to jump is myself over and over again. the little me needs some more attention & this go round, i desire to take those baby steps to become that person, to become IT.
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𝗅𝗂𝖿𝖾 𝖺𝖿𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄
leaving track & field was hard because my entire purpose for running was for Jesus! Little did I know the amount of doors open + closed that would come forth after taking such a leap of faith!
It may sound dramatic but the mid life crisis I experienced mentally after leaving track was no joke, I felt like nothing because I wasn’t an athlete anymore. About every week I spent time in nature just crying & praying asking God what to do. Trusting him sounds good until your plans are altered.
In the midst of everything, I was blessed with a huddle leader position for FCA to help guide children to God which was one of the best feelings in the world. Those 2 camps truly re sparked the weary faith I had in God & I’m extremely grateful to everyone I encountered there; yall don’t know how much yall helped♡!
I also got accepted into WZMB, ECU’s Radio Station that covers Pitt county on the Dial and can be streamed online everywhere. I’m literally in the works of my own radio show which still blows my mind! Along with a social media marketing job and 2 National Honors Society while still in school keeping my 3.7! I also had impactful & meaningful support from some friends & family that kept me from going insane so thank yall sm🫶🏽!!
Overall, I can now say with a fact; I’m on the right track to where he’s calling me to be! I always look back at the story of Abraham & his crazy leap of faith & how God just wanted to see if he would trust him. Now it’s my turn. Lord allow me to show everyone that my God is real and so are the dreams & ambitions he stores inside of us.
Stay tuned fam, 2x is own a new path!
& at the end of the day; it’s nobody but you and God; talk to em, pick his brain, & give him a chance because I swear he wants what’s best for you more then you do. It doesn’t matter who you are, where you come from, or what you’re going through right now;Jesus didn’t come for righteous ppl, he came for the people who needed help!
“When Jesus heard this, he told them, “Healthy people don’t need a doctor—sick people do. I have come to call not those who think they are righteous, but those who know they are sinners.” Mark 2:17 NLT
