Nothing can ever really prepare you for saying goodbye, Maddison was and still will always be the light of my life. There is so many I wishes but they hurt too much, so I’m thankful for everyday we spent together, I’m thankful for every message how silly or annoying or just absurd. I’m thankful we never fought, I’m thankful no matter what we never hung up with out saying I love you and I love you too. I’m so thankful for every FaceTime recap of the weekend or the fuck Zoe FaceTime me I don’t know where I am or the can I come over the weekend didn’t go so wells, I’m so thankful for the absolutely childish jokes followed by that consuming laugh, I’m so thankful for all the signs you stole me, You made everyday more bearable,you made every rock bottom a comfortable fall. What I’m going to do with out you? I don’t know but I know you’ll be right next to me because you told me you’d never leave me and I trust that.
Till I see you again, I love you milf hunter pro.