Went and did a digital speed paint over my sketch because I wanted to set a eerie rainy vibe. Tis messy but kinda like it.
#ghostlyfigure #stalking #hauntedstreets #digitalpainting #mixedmediaartist
Quick little doodle of Maggie Shale in a mask. Because WHY NOT!
Character from @vampirejacktownson upcoming novel Nightwalker part of his everdusk series. Speaking of! He has an audiobook coming out soon for Lightslayer! Be sure to go check it out! Info can be found on his page.
#vampires #maggieshale #nightwalker #lightslayer #thevampirejacktownson
Trying to journal again, sifting through my thoughts, trying to figure out just what it is I want from life. I'm suffering really bad with self doubt and thinking my future looks bleak because I just can't see a future that I want. But there is something, I have this desire to create! I want to make art, I want to be a part of something artistic. I want to LIVE and have my dreams be a reality. My friends do encourage me, my mom always cheered on my projects even the ones that scared her. I want the drive and will to push through and not have my fear of losing everything I worked for to achieve my dreams. I want to have a company that makes enough to constantly CREATE! And that's ALL I DO! I want to make a place where people can come to get help with getting their visions seen. My entire life was to create art! I love it, it's all that I am.
Miss my mama! Wish I could just go back in time just to talk to her again. Miss her hugs, miss her laughter, her momming it up! She always had the ability to ground me back to reality, as I have had pretty bad spirals with depression my entire life. Trying to do this without her feels impossible but I am trying my best, I know she'd want me to be strong and happy and I'm trying but BOY HOWDY is it hard with her. Best mom I could have asked for, best friend, best teacher.
LOVE YOU MAMA!
