You're The Reason - A Silent Voice AMV
Message:
This edit resonates with me on an insanely deep level, one that words cannot fully describe; however, for the sake of this caption, I will try my best. For the longest time, I’ve used editing as one of my many ways of expressing creativity (for those who know me personally, they know that many of my hobbies are dedicated to producing something artistic or creative, be it writing, editing, or drawing), and with this edit, I feel as though I’ve expressed myself in a way that I once thought improbable.
This edit, unlike my older Daniel Ceasar edit, connects more to me personally than to my audience. Sure, the edit may connect to my audience as well, and if it did, I’m glad, but my intention with it was more to describe how I’ve felt throughout my life up until now.
Over the recent years, I’ve begun to struggle with problems mentally (I will spare you with the details), and unfortunately, those mental struggles have begun affecting my everyday life. The way I acted, the way I talked, the way I looked-- all of it changed severely, which ended up impacting the relationships I’ve had with a few different people.
I had changed entirely, but for the worse.
I will spare you with even more details, but after going through some much-needed inner change, I feel as though I’ve saved myself both physically and mentally. Of course, I’m still not fully "fixed,” as there are still some lingering aspects of my old personality that I wish to change, but as of now, I’m contemptuous of who I’ve become.
(I’ve also helped patch up some of the relationships I damaged in the past).
Thank you for taking the time to read this <3
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