50kg down since last January, 23 weeks of prep for this photoshoot, and honestly if you told me a year and a half ago that this is where Iād be now, I genuinely wouldnāt have believed you. Back then the idea of changing my life this much felt impossible. I was just hoping to feel a bit better in myself, never mind ending up here.
Thatās why this means so much to me. Not because of the photos, but because of the journey it took to get here. The early mornings, the setbacks, the days I doubted myself, the days I wanted to sack it off completely but kept going anyway.
The biggest thing Iāve learned is that transformation doesnāt happen overnight. It happens in the small decisions nobody sees. Choosing to keep showing up for yourself over and over again until one day you look back and barely recognise the person you used to be.
Itās a long journey, and if you only focus on the end result youāll miss the best part of it. The process is what changes you. Learning discipline, building confidence, becoming mentally stronger, and proving to yourself that youāre capable of more than you thought. You have to embrace that part, even when itās hard. Especially when itās hard.
And honestly, I couldnāt have done it without the people around me. The support, encouragement, check-ins, and people believing in me on the days I didnāt believe in myself made more difference than they probably realise.
Thank you to
@markhodson_uform for believing in me and giving me that structure and push I needed, forever grateful.
Thank you to
@harpercatriona for helping me with all my food prep and making it that bit easier, I canāt thank you enough.
A Huge thank you to all the family in
@nebula_gorey for supporting me and making prep easier on the days I didnāt want to do it.
A massive thank you to
@thecreativedon behind the camera, I am ecstatic with how the photos turned out, the man is a magician.
Thank you to
@lucy_byrnne for the spray tan and
@laurenmaloneslife for accommodating me.
I canāt thank you all enoughš«¶š¼
Iām nowhere near finished yet, but for the first time in a long time I can genuinely say Iām proud of myself.