Last year I spent two weeks in a remote corner of the Amazon rainforest for a jungle survival course. Three hours by car from the nearest village, then two more by boat to our first camp, then another hour and a half deeper in.
The first ten days were training. We learned to fish, set traps, shoot a bow and arrow, identify edible plants, build shelter from palm fronds, manage water, and manage anxiety. We caught enormous catfish, saw capybaras, and picked up spectacled caimans on night expeditions on the river. Conditions got progressively sparser, from bungalow to hammock camp to a campsite we built ourselves, until we were each dropped alone for three days of isolation.
What I carried in: a machete, iodine, basic fishing tools, a fire starter, and a first aid kit. No food, no tent, no tarp, no hammock, no GPS.
The physical environment was grueling. Mosquitoes, flies, spiders, snakes, piranhas, stingrays, bullet ants, howler monkeys, torrential rain, and the constant problem of staying dry.
I set up my shelter next to a bullet ant nest by accident. Bullet ants are said to have the most painful sting of any insect on Earth. I bathed in a river with stingrays and piranhas nearby. Torrential rain started every evening and ran past dawn. On day two I spent two hours trying to start a fire and failed; I burned the instruction manual from my first aid kit, and nothing took. With no fire I couldn't cook, so I couldn't fish. I ate two palm hearts over two days.
For most of those 3 days I was hungry, wet, bitten, and sitting through 12-hour nights with nothing to do but manage my own mind. The hardest part was the psychological endurance of being alone in the dark, in the rain, surrounded by noise and movement, trying not to let fear take over.
It was a continuous state of psychological survival. At one point, sitting in the dark and damp, I managed through the onset of a panic attack.
I admire the people who did this with me. A strange group, all there for their own reasons, choosing to do something difficult and unnecessary because something in them wanted to know what would happen.
6 days ago